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Again the perturbing sound of the old rusting door hit my ears.
All it made me think about was my freedom
I had cried at least 10 times in the last 2 days he hadn't even let me see my daughter the one that I carried for 9 months straight how sick could you be to keep a mother away from her child?
Santiago will probably leave me in here to rot I mean I haven't even had food or a drink plus im in the middle of fucking nowhere stuck in a cell with just a bed & a bucket no tv no shower
There are other people here but I'll be surprised if they make it to live another day most of them are either tortured so badly that their hanging on to life by a thin string or they are starved to death
for example when I first came in I actually shared a cell with this man I thought he was just sleeping until I realized that his head was decapitated
the only reason I hadn't realized at first was because he was leaning against the wall restricting his head from falling off his body
After realizing I pissed & threw up for an hour straight I mean literally pissed myself.Now I'm stuck with the fishy smell left onto me.
___ Flashback 2 days prior
"I'm not going down there" I stood frozen at the top of the steps taking in my surroundings it was just woods
He's going to place me in a dungeon in the fucking woods.
I'm definitely going to die
Santiago was already at the bottom of the steps typing something on his phone with his jaw clenched "I'll go back to making the drugs just please don't put me down here" I squatted clasping my hands together
Finally taking his eyes of his phone he stuffed his phone in his back pocket looking up at me before striding back up the creaky steps fastly at that
I was yanked of my feet and pulled down the steps by my shirt each step I was pulled down a plangent sound was made and a different place of my body throbbed from he impact
A foul smell hit my nose
It smelt like fruit.. but not the good kind the rotten kind
Fruit and feces
I yelled kicking and fleeing but it was no help of course.
I'm referring to the man's who's arm is nearly as big as my leg he was a giant.
The feeling of bile rising in my throat as I hiccuped gosh this smell is horrible
It was cells just a long hall of cells each cell was a different person in a different predicament they all looked horrid
I panicked even more seeing the scene of people tortured,starved,or dead biting his hand
"FUCKING BITCH" He let me go for one second but not before grabbing me by my scalp this time
"Please I won't do anything!!" I pleaded
____ back to present time
"HEY WHEN CAN I GET OUT OF HERE" my throat was raw making my throat supper crackly
I shrunk at the sound
No answer
"Freddy I know it's you.. please I can't be in here any longer I need to see my daughter PLEASE!" I sobbed banging on the cell
Soon enough I heard his boots making it's way down the hall to my cell and his face coming into my vision his hair shiny with gel as always his stash had grew a little longer and he had his normal rude mug on but it didn't seem as if he had came to talk to me
He came to put my new cell mate in here with me "w-when can i go? Santiago can't be serious about letting me rot in here right"
He ignored me pushing the younger man into the cell with me but I had no interest in him
"Freddy?! Tell me " I stood on my wobbly legs leaning against the bars to keep balance
"Stuff isn't predictable with capo Mija if you don't know anything I don't know it neither"
He's lying
"Stop with the fucking lies your his right hand you have a daughter don't you.. you would've done the same" He stayed silent yet again locking the cell back
" it's not about what I would have done"
"Well tell me did he seem serious about it you can read him like a book I bet"
"He did" a pain struck my chest as my eyes pricked with tears
"But don't take my word for it"
Freddy is probably right
Gosh this is why I shouldn't have even asked anything now I'm stuck here crying like a baby again
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