The love I never got

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EXCUSE ANY MISTAKES
This chapter contains sexual content ⚠️
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I'm in clouds

I'm on earth but I'm not

I tried to suck in as much air as possible as Santiago's hand gripped my kneck from the back stopping the flow
Of course his favorite place to grab I moaned as my 10th orgasm hit me shortly after the pain between my legs came right back

He's an animal I swear we've been going at it for a good 5 hours

My brain fuzzed as I tried to figure if this was real or not my eyes felt as if they were going to bulge  out of my head
Finally releasing my neck my body collapsed on the bed and he ruthlessly continued pounding me my cream trailing down my thighs

Okay so this is real the only real sensation I've been able to feel is our arousal trialing down my legs and the pain between my legs
Since he's cut off my circulation so much

"I-I can't anymore" he brought his head down to the crook of my neck sucking on my sweet spot bringing a load moan out of me

He's fucking the life out of me

I yanked his curly black hair earning a groan from him

I want a hot shower and to sleep
I moaned as I felt him nut in me for the 9th time

My cheeks felt tight from all my crying and once again my orgasm washed over me bringing into darkness as I could no longer take it.
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I vomited my stomach out over the toilet as Santiago rubbed my back

He wasn't helping

"Stop it" I moved his hand feeling as it slowly creeped up to my bare thigh

Sighing I stood brushing my teeth and washing my face all while he watched from behind

I look like I've been through hell

I threw my hair into a messy bun thankfully I got a sew in so it didn't look as rough

"Are we leaving today?" I rasped

"Yes but not before we see my parents" he was already dressed due to him waking up about an hour prior

I limped to my luggage

Do I really care what I wear today? Hell no

I threw on a pink button up body suit with blue baggy jeans

Sandles were the usual I'm not a big fan of sneakers
I can't get over last night the last thing I remember was getting my pussy ate out by that girl
And when I got back to the air bnb the memory is blurry though I remember not being able to breath that's for sure

I woke up crying because the pain between my legs was so unbearable and I was slightly bleeding Santiago found it amusing and laughed at me

after 3 Advils I felt a bit better

But the limp is still very much there

"I'm ready"

I just wanted to get back to Sinaloa with my daughter

"You look beautiful el a more " he brung me into a deep kiss it's began getting sloppy and sexual making me back out
Lord knows I don't need again

We both sat in the car I scooted myself further to window avoiding being so close to him
He's been acting like a horn ball all morning

After an agonizing 20 minute ride of Santiago not being able to keep his hands to himself we arrived at beautiful barn house in the back could see a beautiful river flowing nicely
It suprised me with geraldines aura you would expect her to live in black castle

Geraldine embraced us into a hug before inviting us in my eyes landed on Malaya my eyes widened skipping over to her

lord knows I needed her right now
"What are you doing here"I looked her up and down she was glowing
"And what's up with this glow on you"

She smirked
"It's a suprise and me and Joaquin live out here that's why I can't visit much the drive here to Sinaloa is long but we're planning on moving back"

A surprise

"Malaya if your pregnant just say that" the only thing she wouldn't tell me considering we tell eachother everything
Her mouth opened agape slapping me on the arm
"You ruined the suprise well actual no one else really know but my fiancé to be"

"I was going to make it this big announcement since having kids is always something I wanted to do and maybe my wedding is next" she beamed swaying back and forth

Wish I had something like that

"Hey we might just be twins"

"You're pregnant too!?"

Guilt filled me remembering all the alcohol I was drinking the night prior not to mention all the smoke I was around

"Missed my period I'm not positive though maybe it just came late"I shrugged looking behind me to see Santiago talking with his father

"You better take a test than I can come over this weekend ill take it with you if it makes you feel better"

It didn't matter I didn't need another child one was enough
Plus I'm scared of what Santiago would think
I'm so stupid I should've got birth control

"Cheer up Ziara"

I turned around immediately walking to Santiago hearing him call me I sat beside him
"We aren't leaving as soon as I thought here get comfortable" He poured another shot of liquor attempting to give it to me

I gulped looking at him nervously his eyes daring me to say no
"I'm still hungover from last night -"

"Take the shot mi amor" he placed it in my hands
Where is his shot?
"One more night of partying wouldn't hurt you hmm" he pulled me on his lap playing with my hair
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