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(this chapter mentions the music room)
it's been a week since me and Simon kissed. I've been stalking his Instagram ever since, we started sitting together at lunch and in class. we don't talk much.
it's 12pm on a Friday, classes are already over and I'm skipping lunch. Simon is in the music room, all alone. I'm walking in with a knock on the door and closing it behind me, Simon looks up from behind the piano "oh hey Wilhelm" he says with a soft smile that I adore so much. "hey Simon, please call me wille" I say as I walk closer to him and lean against the piano. "then you have to calle me simme" he says in a teasingly tone. "fine, I'll call you simme from now on".
Simon moves to make room for me behind the piano and starts practicing the hillerska theme again. "you can't read sheet music?" I ask him as he struggles to find the right notes. "no.. I've never learned it and it's difficult when you don't have anyone that will teach you for free" I look at him "oh..yeah sorry I shouldn't have asked. I know I have way more to spend then your family. I'm sorry" he looks back at me and smiles"don't worry about it, I know your not used to being at a school with the poor" he laughs quietly at what he just said and goes back to practicing. "I can teach you if you want?" I say with a bright smile full of love and lust. "you do?" he asks "yes of course I would " I smile as he starts smiling more and more and gives me a tight hug. "thank you wille" he says.
after a while of teaching Simon to read the notes of the hillerska song I turn to him and look at him more serious. "I actually have to talk to you about last week...at the movie night" he looks at me and his smile starts to fade slowly as he nods his head slowly "I think we should forget about what happened between us two" I say with some hesitation taking over my voice. "why?" he asks confused with a tone of hurt in the back of his throat. "I'm... I'm not gay and if the Royal Court finds out what happened we're in trouble. it's not accepted by them"
I say as I look at Simon while his eyes slowly start creating small tears under it's eyelids. Simon nods and stands up from behind the piano "I understand Wilhelm. " he walks to the door of the music room and leaves the room giving me a slight hurt smile.
I can see that I hurt him, and I don't know why I told him that, but I can't be with a boy. he's nice, pretty and very cute but I can't. it's a sin
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RomanceThis story is based on the Young Royals series. May contain spoilers and/or made-up storylines with Wilhelm, simon or any of the other characters. (Order of the episodes and these chapters aren't even. They can be in different orders that make more...
