Forever Mine

🖤Chapter Seven🖤

When I woke up this morning I couldn't help but think about what Mckenzie said. Maybe she was right... Maybe they really were pretending to be my friends. It's not like it's the first time someone's done  that. 

Besides that, I couldn't stop thinking about her words themselves. "If you think Killian is going to want you in any way, keep dreaming. No one likes a skank or even worse a virgin. I hope you know that you're not his type and he'll never fuck you no matter how desperate he is."  

Her words have been ringing through my mind since she said them four days ago.  It is currently Monday August 25th. And no matter what I do they won't leave my head. 

Over the weekend I tried listening to my music on full blast, dancing , cleaning, reading, watching tv, I even went on a run. Which I never do, but maybe I should cause I swear I almost threw up after. Which is normal considering I'm a dancer, but I felt like I was about to pass out. 

Anyways... that's besides the point. I haven't been able to think straight for the past four days, and my anxiety has been off the charts.

I am currently on my way to my dance 204 class, which by the way has me in complete shambles due to my anxiety getting progressively worse. What doesn't help is that there is a 99.99% chance I'm going to  have to look McKenzie in the face and see her  burning hatred for me. 

Anyways, with the bad thing aside, at least something good has come out of it. I've slowly started getting closer to Kellianna, Terra, Noah, Lennox, and strangely enough Killian as well. 

I mean the only time I really talk to him is when he is training me. 

OH! Yeah, I almost forgot to mention. I go over to Mell's house everyday for training. Kellianna is helping me learn how to properly use my speed and "how to dress like the baddest bitch out of the vampire community", her words, not mine. 

Noah is teaching me how to use my hearing and sight. 

Lennox and Terra are trying to help me figure out what power I have and how to use it. 

And Killian is simply teaching me how to fight . So I'm pretty much just working out and learning how to use my abilities during fights, but he's also teaching me how to defend myself without using my abilities, and for whatever reason weapons as well. Courtesy of Mell who says that we all need to learn. 

So yeah, this requires me to spend most of my time with him. 

My sisters are also training, they both have two people training them as well. A guy named Damon is training Celia how to use her vampire abilities and a woman named Harley is training her with her magic. 

Della has a guy named Tommy who's teaching her about her abilities and a woman named Cassie is teaching her about her magic. 

Mell and mom usually train as well, but they mostly watch our progress and intervene when necessary.  

I've finally finished training for the day, Killian is usually the last person I train with, which gives everyone else time to practice and workout whenever they please. 

Everyone is officially done for the day so we head out of the training room they conveniently have in one of their rooms in their basement. Yes, I said one. There are three rooms, one of which is the gym, a bathroom and an open area with a bar, couch, tv, and kitchen.

We make our way to the kitchen and spot mom and Mell baking. 

"Hey kids. How was it?" Mell asks taking the cookies out of the oven, handing them to mom who places them on the cooling rack.