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"Keep that phone down chim, you're too obsessed with that sehun guy" Taehyung says, little frustrated.

Jimin feels guilty and keeps the phone down, "sorry tae, we were just talking about our day-"

"I don't wanna know what y'all were talking about, I want us to talk" he said.

"Yes, yes, it's our sleepover, we should talk" Jimin sits up straight on his bed.

"I like Jungkook" taehyung speaks. Jimin's gasps dramatically making taehyung frown.

"We already know tae, tell me something new?" He says smiling.

"What do you mean we? And wait how do you even know?" He asks.

"Me and Yoongi" he rolls over on the bed, "Yoongi saw it first" he supports himself on his forearms as he looks at Taehyung who was so confused.

"Remember when we all went to  Jackson's party a month ago, hyung saw how you made sure to take care of kook, he wasn't in his best state because of his family problems. Y'all sat in the room, most of the party and I'm guessing y'all talked?"

Taehyung gulps, he remembers the night. He was so close to kissing Jungkook. They were so close. But he did not. He could not. Not when Jungkook wasn't in his right state.

"But that you do for a friend too, I would do it for you too chim" Taehyung says.

"That's not it tae, the time Jungkook was hurt after playing his football finals, we all panicked so much but you tired to stay calm and took care of him, stayed nights at hospital...all for what?

Taehyung hates to think about that incident, jungkook was severely hurt and Taehyung never wanted to see him like that ever again.

"Also let me tell you, it's the way you look at him" Jimin gives a dreamy smile, "it's so full of love and adoration"

"I-Is it that visible?" Taehyung asks.

"Preeettyy visible actually" Jimin giggles.

Taehyung hums, "then how come you don't see your lover, simping on you?" He asks and Jimin frowns.

"My lover..what? Who?" He laughs.

"Sehun ofcourse" Taehyung says in sarcasm.

"What? Sehun?" Jimin laughs. "We're not there yet"

"Don't you see Yoongi being a fool for you?" Taehyung says.

"Oh he is, my fool" Jimin laughs, not realising the intensity of Taehyung's question.

"How unserious can you be Jimin?" Taehyung rolls his eyes. "He clearly likes you so much, I don't get why you don't ever think of him like that?"

Jimin flops down on his back, facing ceiling. He becomes quite.

He breaths deeply before speaking, "should I be honest with you?" He looks at Taehyung's eyes.

"Ofcourse chim, I'm listening, go on" he careses Jimin's arm.

"You know when I was with suho" he gulps, "I-I wasn't really into him..."

Taehyung frowns.

"I..it was a stupid relationship, he sweet talked me into it" he nibbles on his lower lip.

"I never really felt anything that strong for him, but obviously I just got attached eventually, got habituated to his presence" Jimin says.

"So when I found out he was cheating, it hurt because I felt like I wasn't enough"
He swallows the lump in his throat.
"But" he looks away from Taehyung, "the reason why he cheated was also fair" Jimin says closing his eyes.

Taehyung's frown deepens, "what? Why are you saying that?"

Jimin opens his eyes and sits up to face Taehyung. He hasn't talked about it to anyone before, Taehyung was first.

"I actually, never reciprocated any feelings to him, he told me I talk about Yoongi more than normal amount of times and that I should go fuck him instead" he looks at Taehyung with tears brimming his eyes.

Taehyung frowns, grasping the bedsheet, "how dare he say that!!"
"And how are you saying it's fair chim, he's such a freak"

"Because, it is" Jimin says, "I did talk about him, more than normal amount of times, I brought him up in every conversation, on our every date, as if he is some part of me that is inseparable" Jimin let's out a sob.

"W-what?" Taehyung licks his lips, "y-you like him?"

Jimin nods, tears streaming down his face, "I do..I do"

Taehyung reaches to hold Jimin in his arms.

"I can't believe you just said that" Taehyung says in disbelief.

Jimin pulls back, "should I tell you something stupid that I did"

"Yeah?"

"When I hooked up with Taemin hyung, I was so drunk...I was talking to Yoongi in my sleep because that's who I dreamt of" Jimin hides his face in embarrassment. "He told me all this the next morning"

"Chim what the fuc-" Taehyung looks so shocked but still laughs.

"So when things ended with suho, I couldn't help but think of Yoongi, who'd comfort me and as always he was there, everytime!" He grimaces.

"But nothing matters because he doesn't feel the same and he probably never will" Jimin says.

Taehyung smacks his head, "are you crazy? Oh god, yes you are!"

"Ouch tae" Jimin pulls away from him.

"He's so down bad for you Jimin, do you not see that?" He screams. "Yoongi hyung likes you for a very long time now Jimin!! How can you even say he doesn't feel the same!!?" He was frustrated.

"No tae, he cares out of the friendship that we have for so long"  Jimin says.

Taehyung's frustration builds even more but he calms himself down.

"But, then why are you talking to that sehun guy, you should be confessing to Yoongi, find out what he feels"

"Confess?" He scoffs, "Taemin hyung said the same but it will only ruin the friendship. I could never!" He looks away, swallowing the tight knot in his throat, "also he has someone now, he's dating"

Taehyung goes silent. He wondered too, why was Yoongi dating when he liked Jimin so much.

Jimin looks at his phone buzzing notifications, "sehun" he chuckles, "is just a distraction" he bites his lower lip.

Taehyung looks at him with soft eyes.

"I cannot live like that knowing he's with someone who isn't me" he sighs.

Taehyung runs his hand down Jimin's spine, "I hate this"

"Me too" he snorts. "Please don't let him know this ever, promise me tae"

"I won't, I promise" Taehyung nods.

A/N
Lol both are idiots, in this chapter I just tried to express what Jimin feels, he potrays different sometimes but he likes Yoongi as much as Yoongi likes him.
But who's gonna tell them that. *Shrugs*

Do vote and comment if you like it, thankyou so much<3

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