Jimin frowns, he's not sure if he understands, he's not sure if that is literally what Yoongi is trying to say, he doesn't know.
"I want you to be clear, hyung" Jimin's voice comes out as soft as it can, he looks at the elder with glistening eyes.
Yoongi's hand moves to gently tuck Jimin's hair behind his ear, "I will be clear" his soft eyes tracing the younger's features.
Yoongi looks down at Jimin's hand, he takes a hold of it. Jimin's eyes flutter as he looks at their hands, a shiver running down his spine. They have held hands so many times but this felt fucking different.
"Jimin-ah" he gulps, "remember when we were on the rooftop that day"
Jimin nods. Ofcourse he remembers, he remembers how they hadn't seen each other for weeks, he remembers how Yoongi couldn't stop kissing the younger. He remembers how Yoongi's touch felt like.
"You asked me a question that day" Yoongi says. Jimin swallows hard, that is the one thing he doesn't want to remember, the one thing he wants to forget happened. He nods still.
"I lied" Yoongi mutters. Jimin's heart skips a beat. "I lied that day" Yoongi says
Jimin opens his mouth to speak something but closes it shut again.
"I-I do..I do have feelings for you Jimin" he swallows, his heart racing faster, he fucking finally let it out, he did it. He said it, out loud now. He takes a deep wavering breath, "I have feelings for you Jimin, I fucking do" he feels a little calm now, his breathing evens slowly.
"I-I I think..I think I'm in love with you Jimin" Yoongi says it. He does and Jimin freezes. His whole body and mind freezes, he doesn't move one bit. His heart stops, everything just stops and stills for that one moment.
Yoongi speaks again, "I-I fuck" he swallows, "I know this is a lot for you right now..but" he gulps, "I don't want to regret not trying, because of my friendship with you.
Jimin breathes, now faster, he's not sure if he heard it right. "No no no" Jimin whispers, his eyes widening, he couldn't believe it, he let's go of their hands.
Yoongi sighs, he tears his gaze from Jimin, looking down at the floor.
"Fuck, I'm-"
"Hyung" he breathes, "I-I this..this can't be...it can't be real"
"It is, Jimin" Yoongi says, voice calm but firm. His emotions clear in his voice.
"I-I..we're friends hyung..we've always been fri-" he gulps.
"I've always felt more, wanted more, Jimin" he says, not really sacred of confessing anymore, he felt at ease, he felt good, so good talking his heart out.
The damage was done, it was clear that Jimin was not ready for this confession, clearly he wasn't reciprocating, he had already ruined their friendship, might as well spill his heart out, tell the younger how much and for how long has he been in love with him.
"I've always had these feelings for you"
He says.
The door flung open with them startling. There was a good amount of distance between them, it made Mingyu frown, who was at the door.
"You two aren't kissing?" He speaks.
Yoongi seems pissed at the stupid comment, "fuck off Mingyu, seriously" he curses.
"Alright, I'm gonna take Jimin away" he steps in to hold Jimin's wrist dragging him out of the room. Jimin's eyes are on Yoongi but he simply let's himself get dragged out of the room.
Yoongi watches them leave and he cannot even do anything.
"Fuck" he curses when they're both of out his sight, "fucking stupid"
Jimin who was walking down the stairs was still in trance, he wasn't listening to Mingyu talking at all.
"I have feelings for you Jimin, I fucking do"
"I think I'm in love with you Jimin"
Fuck.
Yoongi loves him.
Yoongi loves him too.
Fuck.
It hits him, he wants to go back up. He wants to go and see Yoongi.
Mingyu's grip on his arm is so strong that he cannot really free himself off it.
"Uh..I want to go back up" Jimin says.
"Not now, we're getting drunk now, you hardly drank anything" Mingyu said.
"Uh no..uh"
"Nah-uh, were drinking" he drags Jimin with him.
He hands Jimin shots and they chug it down, He feels the burning sensation in his throat. The bitterness hitting his palate. His eyes find Taehyung, chatting with bogum. He chugs another shot before going to his friend.
"Tae, I..I have to tell you something" Taehyung looks at Jimin, concern drawing over his face. He gets off his seat and walks towards the corner with Jimin.
"What's wrong chim?" He touches his face, "are you okay?"
Jimin gulps, "Yoongi hyung said he loves me" his words spilling as fast as they can because it was too good to be true.
Taehyung snorts, he looks at Jimin's face, he looks like a worried potato.
"Is this how you're going to react, Tae, seriously?" Jimin frowns.
"What else then?" He chuckles, "grandpa finally gathered some courage" Taehyung says.
"What are you talking Tae...he literally said he l-loves..loves me, I-I..it's not real, it can't be" Jimin stutters.
"He's been in love with you since forever now babe" Taehyung smirks.
"Did he say that to you ever?" Jimin asks
"No, he doesn't need to, it's obvious, he's so obvious, it's just sad that you never noticed" Taehyung ruffles Jimin's hair.
Jimin is not very convinced, he still feels his something inside him churn.
His eyes then fall on Yoongi, he was drinking his whiskey. Jimin then slowly walks towards the elder, but before Yoongi could see Jimin, Yoongi was already walking out the door, leaving. He was leaving the party. Leaving Jimin there, after saying all that.
Jimin just stands there, watching the elder leave. He doesn't follow, he needs some time, to himself, to process things.
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