Jhené laughs as Y/N trips over her own feet as she was carrying their blankets and pillows out of the beach house and towards the beach. They decided to meditate on the beach after their eventful afternoon of love making. Y/N quickly stands and acts like nothing happened as she lays down the blanket and threw the pillows down. She turned to Jhené with a big smile on her face as she pointed at the set up. "Tada!" Y/N cheeses before she plops down onto the blanket and waits for her girlfriend.
Jhené sits down and Y/N quickly lays her head down in Jhené's lap as they got comfortable. "Your eyes are glowing." Jhené speaks as she watches as Y/N's eyes seemed to glow brighter in the sunset lighting. "When I'm with you it seems like I'm actually living. I don't know how to explain it but it feels like the life is sucked out of me when you're gone. I don't say that to try manipulate you into staying but that's just how it feels. My heart beats faster, my blood is flowing like a waterfall, my brain is constantly running with thoughts of you, and all the nerves in my body seem to be electrified with just a slight glance of you." Y/N speaks. Her heart racing and pounding loudly against her chest as she speaks her feelings out loud to Jhené.
Jhené feels all the air sucked from her lungs as she heard Y/N speak. It scared her with how much Y/N loved her and it excites her just as much. Her heart speeding up and her eyes going in and out of focus, no doubt dilating from adrenaline. Her hands moving towards Y/N's face and caressing her faces as she just stares down at her girlfriend.
Y/N notices Jhené's silence and looks up at her with a small smile on her face. "You okay? Did I do too much?" Y/N asks nervously. "The way you speak about me is something anyone would be so happy to hear. Why me?" Jhené questions. Her hands still caressing Y/N's face. "Why not you? You're beautiful inside and out. There's nobody in this world that can ever compare to you. It'll always be you no matter where we are in life." Y/N expresses. Jhené bit her lip as she feels her eyes well up with tears. She tilts her head back and lets out a shaky sigh. Y/N sits up and turns her body towards Jhené with worry.
"Did I upset you? I'm sorry." Y/N says as she moves closer to Jhené and wipes the tears that fell. Jhené lets out a laugh before shaking her head before pulling Y/N into a kiss. "The way you talk about me is so hard to believe you're real. It was a lot of emotions at once and it made me tear up to release some of them. I love you with every fiber of my being. You make my soul so happy." Jhené whispers as she pecks Y/N's lips repeatedly.
"The only thing I want in this relationship is for you to be happy. That's my ultimate goal." Y/N responds. Jhené pushes Y/N's head away with a small giggle as Y/N just smiles at her. "You trying to get me to trap you? I'll do it." Jhené playfully threatens. "I hope they look like you with my eyes." Y/N smiles as she slowly lays Jhené down on the blanket and hovers over her. Her eyes holding contact with Jhené's as they smile at one another. "You'd love the idea of me having your baby? Especially with how young we are?" Jhené questions.
"I love the idea of you in any way honestly. Kid or not but our careers come first. Let's become successful so our kids don't struggle like we do. Your career just started and I am still working on mine. I don't want a baby to slow us down and never accomplish what we had set out to do. We'll have a mini us one day but lets focus on us for now." Y/N leans down and kisses around Jhené's face as she speaks. Her constant need for affection always made Jhené smile. It was a side of Y/N that nobody else got to see. Just her.
"I can still see if Mila can get you an audition with Def Jam." Jhené offers. She lets out a sigh when Y/N was quick to shake her head. "I wanna do this on my own. I know you can offer a lot but I wouldn't feel like I did this on my own if I have my famous girlfriend doing the actual work for me. My ego would be shot." Y/N explains herself. "I understand but some times you have to put your pride and ego aside and accept help to get you going. I have the resources and the connections to help you Y/N/N so please let me do this for you. You've done a lot for me and all I ask is you let me do this for you. Let me repay you for how good you've treated me." Jhené looks Y/N in the eyes as she speaks.
Y/N lets out a sigh before she drops down onto Jhené softly and buries her head into Jhené's neck. Her head slowly nodding as she feels her ego drop through the ground. She felt like she was taking advantage of her girlfriend and she didn't like the feeling. "You're thinking too loud. Stop it." Jhené kisses the side of Y/N's head as she caresses her back. "I can't help it. I've always worked for what I got and to have you just make a single phone call to make it happen. I feel like I cheated in my career." Y/N's voice muffled as she refused to look at Jhené.
"It's not cheating in any way. You have the connections to make it happen and we both have to make our joint album remember? Your college collab project proved that you have talent. Everyone loved our album and wants to see what's next. Why not make it possible for around the world? You by my side on our world tour and just enjoying traveling together... Making love in Paris? That's a goal of mine." Jhené smiles as she hears Y/N let out a laugh. "Thank you... We'll make sure to make that goal happen." Y/N lifts her head and presses her lips softly against Jhené's lips.
"For now, lets make love on the beach and after we'll meditate."
"I hate meditating."
"Yes but you love me so you'll do it."
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I always seem to be just writing smut so I thought I'd just write something where they're actually bonding and talking about their feelings. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!
