Pambihirang Harana- A JhoCey AU!

huli ka, balbón! (aguy, sakpan)

Joan Pov

It's been two days since that night. At hindi parin kami nag-uusap after that incident.

I'm scrolling through our text box as if may mag pop up na message, I sighed.

Now I'm stuck staring sa huli niyang tinext

"I don't know if I'm any of help to you Jo, but know that I am here."

I smiled, a sad smile. Why do I feel like she's slipping away from me? I wanted to call her and ask her pero ayaw ko naman maging attention seeker masyado. I mean, over acting na nga ako, nag over share pa, ngayon magiging over clingy pa ba ako?

And I was kinda expecting her to message me but I left her on read at ako naman dapat talaga ang mag reply sa kaniya, pero the inner me don't want to take off the 'notreplyingyetIamhavingahardtimetoexist' crown, I could but I wouldn't kasi ayaw ko naman siyang disturbohin, I mean there are factors I should consider, right?

Like you know, busy siya sa upcoming acquaintance party- right! I could ask about the party!

I was about to send her a message ng biglang nag text si Wayne, saying ililibre niya raw ako ng lunch.

So I decided to go with him, delaying what I can do in a single click, I know I was just making excuses, but Wayne asking me for lunch seems valid enough.

Nagkita kami sa park ni Wayne pero my mind is still thinking about her.

I'm laughing and making jokes but Sabrina keeps popping inside my head.

Is this some sort of disease?

I haven't really thought about a single person this much.

Maybe I was just bothered, the distance between us was almost closed but then I ruined it that night, it felt nice keeping everything off my chest pero lahat talaga may kapalit. I don't want Sabrina to treat me differently, but the problem is me, I can't seem to figure out how to treat her.

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko.

"Jo ang lalim yata ng iniisip mo?" Wayne woke me up from trance

"Ah may naalala lang"

"Ang tanong, sino?"

"Ha?"

"Sabi ko sinong nasa utak mo? , kanina ka pa wala sa sarili mo eh"

"ba't mo naman nasabi eh halos magda-dalawang oras na tayong chika ng chika"

"Kaya nga, kung wala kang problema eh aabutin pa tayo dito ng magdamag without noticing the time pero tingnan mo"

"Gago hindi naman ako ganiyan ka chismosa"

"Hahaha"

"loko"

"Punta tayong mall Jo?"

"kapagod na way"

"Magmo-mokmuk ka na naman sa kwarto mo? mamasyal nalang tayo!"

Inirapan ko siya "ayaw ko nga!"

"Sige ka...ayaw mo pala ha."

"tangina, itikom mo nga 'yang nguso mo.. don't you dare Wayne, talagang hm hindi ko alam magagawa ko ha"