Trigger warning: attempted su1cid3, s3lf h4rm
(The day after "a heavenly reunion")
"Hey, vaggie." Vaggie grunted as she heard Carmilla's voice, waking up to "the Carmilla carmine, " which would never feel normal.
"Vaggie heaven is on their way to the hotel"
Vaggie looked up at Carmilla, her eyes down, her head hung, as she stared at her mother figure.
"Can I ask you something?"
Carmila was immediately intrigued as she heard vaggie speak.
"How's you been holding up, you know, being away from your daughters?" Vaggie asked,
And the question sounds unreal cause Carmilla never heard anyone ever asking that question, all this time.
"You don't have to be strong for me," vaggie said.
"You're not alone in this"
With every sentence, vaggie's voice got weaker and weaker. It sounded like, like, nothing Carmilla had ever heard,
"You can't leave me here alone,"
Vaggie's voice broke, her small body shivering as she crulled up.
"We need to get back, together."
She put her hand up, covering her eye as she started to whimper.
"Vaggie?" Carmila sat beside her on the bed, gently putting a hand on Vaggie's knee.
"It's that bad, isn't it?" Carmila wasn't stupid. From the moment she saw Vaggie that morning, she knew that it wasn't good.
"Let me take a look." With hesitance, vaggie lifted her chin, showing Carmilla the small cuts on her throat.
"When?"
"Last night, I just. I thought maybe if I die in heaven, I'll get back to hell,"
"Oh honey,"
Carmilla wrapped a blanket around vaggie, securing her arms and legs inside. It was very cozy, causing vaggie to immediately calm down.
"You'll be safe with me. We'll get back. We'll see them again, Odette, Clara, Charlie and the rest. We will find a way back vaggie I promise you"
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The death of an angelic sinner
FanfictionI will state the chronological order of the chapters here: 1. Vaggie's first flight 2. Opend wounds (part 1 and 2) 3, the bond between a cleaner and an angel (flashback parts) 4, vaggie's journal (flashback parts) 5, Vaggie's suicide 6, a sisterly...
