Trigger warning: LOT OF SUICIDE AND SELF HARMING
(This is a flashback to the day before and the morning of Vaggie's death)
"Will she notice," Vaggie looked down at her arm counting the cuts on her arms. She put her gloves back on as her face scrunched up in pain.
"Ow," vaggie was genuinely surprised that it hurt so badly,
"Ow WHAT THE FUCK," She sucked it up and went downstairsCharlie was already making breakfast downstairs as Vaggie came down,
"Morning hun" Charlie immediately hugged Vaggie.
"Morning Charlie" Charlie could hear the hit of sadness in Vaggie's voice
"Dear, you okay?" Charlie stroked Vaggie's hair aside gently, she was unsure if Vaggie was gonna lie or not
"I'm okay baby," Charlie sighed bush she let Vaggie get away with it this time.Charlie went back to making breakfast, but before she could Anthony and Nifty had taken some as they ran away laughing.
"HEY' Charlie yelled back jokingly before she got hit with Nifty's puppy dog eye, she couldn't be mad at that.
"Fine"Charlie went back to making breakfast as Vaggie kept looking down at her arm.
"Baby tell me, what's the matter"
"Nothing" vaggie growled, the growl choked Charlie a bit vaggie was angry a lot but never to her.
"Vaggie"
This caught Vaggie's attention as she sat up, she looked at her girlfriend, a hurt look on her face as she held onto her arm.
"Yes honey
"Are you okay?"
"No"Vaggie looked down at her feet as she saw Charlie thinking,
"It's not that bad this time"
Charlie gently rubbed over Vaggie's gloves her face turning more and more worried as she saw Vaggie's expression change from a sad one to a hurt one, she had no idea how much her girlfriend was hurting but the moment she pulled Vaggie close. Vaggie's body dropped down in her arms, she hurried her fact into Charlie's chest. Charlie gently held her."It's gonna be okay honey, I got ya" Charlie knew Vaggie needed to hear that even if she didn't show it.
"Thanks, char" Vaggie sighed as she laid her head against Charlie, she just wanted to be with her girlfriend.Anthony and Nifty had been running around the hotel as they came back to the kitchen, they looked down at Vaggie laying against Charlie.
"Is she gonna be okay?" Antony gently stroked Vaggie's hair as Nifty played with Vaggie's bow.
"Hey leave her," Charlie gently pulled Nifty off Vaggie.
"She needs to rest"Angel and Nifty reluctantly went to see if there was anything to do in hell, they didn't find a lot, but they did run into Carmilla
"I was on my way to pick up Vaggie's speer, she said it got so damaged in the fight I was the only one who could fix it."
"Just be quiet, Vaggie needs rest." Anthony took her back to the hotel, he gave her Vaggie's speer which indeed needed cleaning ASAP.
"Thanks," Carmilla looked at Vaggie who by now has fallen asleep.
"I'll bring it back tomorrow"Anthony and nifty went with Carmilla back outside giving Charlie and Vaggie some space,
Right after they left vaggie had woken up, her Eye still looking as tired as before but she looked better.
"Hey love," the thing Vaggie saw when she woke up, was Charlie's gentle face staring down at her.
"Hey Charlie, how late is it?"
"Don't worry about that okay, I asked Husk and Alastor to take care of your choices for today. "
"But"
"No buts"Vaggie didn't like that she couldn't help today but she understood,
"Go take some rest okay"
"Fine,"Vaggie reluctantly walked upstairs to her and Charlie's bedroom, as she lay down on the bed her thoughts started to race.
"HEY CHARLI I'm GONNA TAKE A BATH," she yelled downstairs.
"OKAY LOVE" Charlie was just glad Vaggie was taking care of herself again, maybe this would help her relax a bit.Vaggie walked over to the tub, turning the water hotter than she usually had it. She had her blade in her hand as she stepped in,
"I'm sorry Charlie, I love you"
She whispered before she passed out from the lack of blood.
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The death of an angelic sinner
FanfictionI will state the chronological order of the chapters here: 1. Vaggie's first flight 2. Opend wounds (part 1 and 2) 3, the bond between a cleaner and an angel (flashback parts) 4, vaggie's journal (flashback parts) 5, Vaggie's suicide 6, a sisterly...