Inseparable

I dont need your help

Leah had her surgery about 3 weeks ago and she keeps shutting me out, shutting me out so much I'm sleeping on the sofa. I get up and put the blanket away. I go into the kitchen and make myself some breakfast. Leah walks in, I don't even look at her. "What's even happening with us?" Leah asks. I look at her. "I don't know, I tried helping you, I've tried doing everything and you've completely shut me out" I tell her
"Because I don't need your help!" She snaps
"Fine, if you don't need me that much I'll go" I tell her
"That's not what I meant" she says
"You sure? Because I've slept on the sofa the last week. I've fucking tried with you! But you're just not letting me help you! I'm your girlfriend and right now it feels like I'm not even a friend" I shout
"I'm struggling you know! I'm not even going to the World Cup!" She shouts
"I get that. I get that it fucking hurts! But you don't have to take everything out on me, go to a therapist or something for extra support" I tell her
"Your meant to support me" she states
"Fuck this! You don't even let me! I try talking to you. Silence. I try helping you. Shouting. I try and I try. But there's nothing, so don't fucking dare say that I'm meant to be the one supporting you when I've tried" I snap
"You know what. I'm gonna leave, I'm going to let you get on with it yourself! Shows you don't need me!" I say
I put the bowl in the sink and go towards the door. I feel her eyes on me. "Please, don't leave" she says
"Why?" I ask and turn around.
"I need you" she says
I stay silent. She comes over as fast as she could. "I'm sorry I've been cold or distant. But I do, I do need you" she says
"I've been trying to help you since you did your acl but you don't let me, I don't know if I can carry on with this Leah, im sleeping on the sofa. I'm eating without you, I'm watching tv without you. We haven't even kissed in 4 weeks" I tell her
I see as her face drains. "I'm sorry" she says
"I've been caught up in my own head I haven't even realised what I put you through" she says
"I'll try and be better" she says
"Leah I love you so much, but you're putting me through pain and it hurts." I tell her
"I think I should go for a couple of days just to have some space, for myself" I tell her
I open the door and walk out. I leave I feel as her eyes are on me. I go to Ameries.

She lets me in and smiles "what's happened?" She asks
"She's being a bitch, she won't let me help her!" I state
"She's just caught up in her own feelings" Amerie tells me
"Am, I get that I went through shit too, but she's pushing me away, I'm sleeping on the sofa for fuck sake!" I tell her