Threshold of Forever

CHAPTER II

ELISE POV

"Class dismissed" I heard our professor say and left the classroom. I arranged my things and left in a hurry. I went straight to my secret place in our school that we used to hang out before where it was quiet and peaceful. The times that no one can separate us. The couple everyone dreams of. They said that we are perfectly fit for each other.  But it seems everyone's wrong.

By the way!

 I'm Gabriella Elise Mendoza, 22 years of age and 2nd year college student and I'm taking Architecture.

I lay down under the tree and remembered what happened last night. 

This is the second time I've been hurt so much. Abi is my first love, I gave her everything I could. I disobeyed my mom just for her. 

As I lay there, clutching onto fragments of what used to be us, the world seemed to blur around me. Every beat of my heart felt like a painful reminder of the love that once filled it, now replaced by an emptiness that threatened to consume whole. Memories flooded my mind, each one a dragger to my already shattered soul. How could something so beautiful turn into something so devastating? My chest ached with the weight of unspoken words and unanswered question, and I wondered if this pain would ever fade or If I would forever by haunted by the ghost of what could have been.

I closed my eyes cause its hurt badly. I couldn't imagine myself in this state. 

When I heard a foots step I wiped my tears and sat up to see who's the person it is I'm hoping the person I want to talk me is here, but I was wrong.

"Why are you here?"I asked her without emotion then she hand me a lunch box.

"Your sister was looking for you to give you this but you're nowhere to be found so I guess you are here and I was right" I took the lunch box and put it on my side. I was waiting her to leave but she sat beside me. I looked her confusedly but suddenly look away I don't want her to see me crying.

"Don't pretend that you're okay Gab, were friend for so many years I know you very well" and by that I burst with tears.

"It's feel I'm stuck in this endless cycle of pain and I can't seem to break from it, I don't know where to start. It's feel like my whole word just crumbled around me. I miss her so much, you know? We're together for 2 years and in one snap it's vanished."  She rub my back and handed me handkerchief.

"And it hurts, like a physical ache in my chest that won't go away. I keep replaying everything in my mind wondering what I could've saved us somehow. But I know deep down it's over, and that's what hurts the most. I just wish the pain would stop, or I could fast forward to a time when it doesn't hurt this much anymore" I keep crying while this person beside me still listening. 

"I know, it's tough right now. But you're stronger that you realize. This pain won't last forever. It's okay to feel that way. Healing takes time and it's different for everyone. But I promise you, It well get better" I looked at het because now I saw she's serious. 

"I appreciate that. It's just hard to see a way forward right now" 

"Hm, you want to forget right" I looked at her confusedly and nod.

"Come with me at the bar and fucked so many girls" and by that I smacked her head .

"Ouch, what is that for" she looked me angrily while rubbing her head"I'm just trying to cheer you up, bro"

"I want to forget but not in that way" 

"I just want you to forget" She smiled wickedly.

"You know what Dayne, nevermind just shut your mouth" I crossed my arms and looked away.

"Okay, I'll be going then I have a class I don't want my sexy professor scolded me because I'm late" She stood up, I sharp my eyes and look at her.

"I will report you to your wife" she laughed at me and pinch my arm.

"Go, my wife is my professor you know  we're gonna roleplay in her condo" She wink at me, I got shocked when I realized what she said ohhh gross!

"Gross, you fuckin maniac!" I trow her my bag while she's laughing.

" Hey, that's hurt. Seriously I'm here for you, no matter what. You're not alone in this. Lean on me whenever you need to. We're gonna fucked gilrs" And walked away.

"Fuck you!" she turned to me and seems she's thinking  what she gonna say to annoyed me.

"No thanks, my wife is better" and waved her hand.

Ahh! she loves to annoyed me. Dayne is my bestfriend since childhood and guess what she's married with a girl of course. It's gross when she's married to man that she's good looking than the other guy.

I heard my stomach growl so I took the lunch box she handed me earlier and when I opened it , it's empty. WTF! I feel my phone vibrate.

From: DAYENO

I eat your lunch cause you"re heart is broken so I thought you have no guts to eat. Chow chow crying princess;)

Ahhhh. Dayne you're dead If I see you. I'll chop you alive in front of your wife. 

I gathered my things then left.

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