Wella - a ship between two of my friends :)

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A/N: I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF!!! A/N: BUT IN A GOOD WAY!!
A/N: AHHHHHHHHHHH
... anyway. NEW CHAPTERRR

Lucas' POV: (NEW POV!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I may or may not have just taken Ashton to my house instead of the hospital. IT IS NOT MY FAULT THOUGH. THEY ARE *VERY* PERSUASIVE. Anyway. We get to my house, I ended up convincing them to take a cold shower, in hopes to break the fever. They didn't have any extra clothes, so I gave them a hoodie and pajama pants. They get into the shower, and while I wait I make the couch up for me, so they can have my bed.

*timeskip brought to you by shawn mendes*

Ashton comes out of the bathroom looking as beautiful as ever. They also look tired as shit, but thats BESIDES the point.
"Okay! You can sleep in my room for the night, only if you want of course. I also washed the bedsheets and everything so they are all clean." I tell them.

"I should probably call my mum to let her know I'm staying the night. Is that okay?"
They ask.

"Yeah, totally. Make sure to tell her you have a fever though."
They roll their eyes at my comment.

"Hey! I saw that!" I say, jokingly

"I'm kidding. But seriously, why are you so worried about me? I'm fine. I don't even deserve your help anyway." They say.
I watch as they get lost in thought.
"I mean, after all I'm just a worthless, pathetic human being who is very annoying. And all of my friends pity me and hate me secretly and they can't stand me and they want me to kill myself, and-"

I saw their eyes gloss over.

Poor Ash. They've been through a lot.

I walk up to them, and pull them to my chest, so they can hear my heartbeat.

"Shh...it's okay. It's gonna be okay. Just copy my breathing."
We take a few deep breaths, and soon enough, they're alright again.

"I'm sorry, I don't know why that happened.."
They say, trying to apologize.

"It's not your fault. It happens."

"How'd you know what to do?"

"I have experience. My sister used to get anxiety attacks all the time. Now she's alright, she takes medicine for anxiety, but it used to be really bad."

"Oh, I'm sorry."

"Why? You didn't do anything."

"Oh. I guess I just feel sorry, you know?"

"Yeah."
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A/N: That was supposed to be a fluff chapter, to take a break from Wyatt and Bella's issues. But my mind created that and I like it so that's that.

ALSO I DISCOVERED I MAY NOT BE A LESBIAN. I don't know why I mentioned that here but apparently I did.

Song of the day: I Deserve to Bleed by Sushi Soucy because it fits this chapter :D

BUT LIKE- LITERALLY..THE SONG IS SO GOOD.. LIKE WHO PUT CRYSTAL METH IN IT? I NEED TO KNOW.

Also you know the song is gonna be great when YouTube gives you a suicide/self-harm warning 😻