A/N: We don't talk about what I published before this lmao...
Bella's being a stubborn little muffin bitch rn. BellaManBellyButton
Also apparently Bella's making a story called "Luklyn"... extru-cheez
SHE'S GAY FOR WYATT!!
I said nothing.
Anyway, on with the chapter!!
Wyatt's POV:
I hear faint crying. Is that Ashton or Lucas? I walk into the bathroom to find out, and I immediately wish I shouldn't have.
I see blood everywhere, Ashton on the ground, unconscious, and Lucas sobbing beside them. I can't even describe it. I try to make sure that Bella doesn't go into the bathroom, because she's been through enough, and she doesn't need to see her best friend, almost dead on the bathroom floor.
I distract Bella and she calls 911 with me.
"911 what is your emergency?" I hear through the other end of the phone.
"I'm pretty sure that one of my friends tried to commit suicide..."
"Okay. Can you make sure they have a pulse?"
I walk into the bathroom and apparently Luke actually heard everything, and he tells me that they have a pulse, and that it's faint, but still there.
I tell the 911 operator this, and she tells me that an ambulance will be on it's way soon.
*TIMESKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY SHAWN MENDES*
We arrive at the hospital. I brought my medicated chapstick with me, so I had something to munch on.
YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT!! CHAPSTICK IS YUMMERZ.
"GAYYYYYYYYY HOMOSEXUALLLLLL"
- Ashton.
I miss them. I miss them so fucking much. Why did they do that? They know we love them so godamn much.
We didn't show it enough though. We should have been nicer, more appreciative. They are my fucking best friend.
Lucas' POV:
I never realized they were struggling like that. I should have noticed that. I'm literally in love with them, damnit!
It's been awhile since I saw them. Has it? I don't even know. Time is running away from me, yet it's creeping back ever so slowly.
*timeskip one week! Brought to you by Shawn Mendes 😉*
I haven't left the hospital. I may look like a mess-scratch that-I AM a mess, physically and mentally, but that doesn't change my mindset. They are gonna get better.
Hopefully.
Shut up.
Wyatt, Bella, and Austin have been around a couple of times, but they haven't stayed.
I have never realized how much I cared for Ashton. I love them so fucking much. To anyone who's reading this, have some advice; never try to push your feelings for someone away, you only end up falling even harder.
Suddenly, a tap on my shoulder knocked me out of my thoughts.
I looked up and saw Wyatt and Bella.
"You might need to be sitting down for this.." Bella tells me. I probably look pretty confused, because Wyatt and Bella look nervously at eachother, and hand me a peice of paper.
It took me a minute to realize what I was looking at.
My heart sinks into my stomach.
It's a suicide letter...
More specifically, Ashton's suicide letter.
I didn't even realize I was crying until I feel a tear drip from my cheek.
"Dear Lucas, If you're reading this, I must already be gone. I'm sorry. For everything, actually, not just this. I'm sorry for being so fucking annoying. You know, faking a smile is a hell of a lot easier than explaining to someone how you feel. I guess that's why I never told anyone I was struggling. I mean, I wouldn't have deserved any help anyway, so it doesn't even matter. Anyway, still sorry. But just know, I have always loved you, Lucas. In a friendly way, and more than that. I'm sorry it ended like this. I guess this is goodbye."
It fucking ended like that. No offense Ashton, but that was a shit ending. "I guess this is goodbye" like no. They didn't even explain why they did what they did.
It really is hard to explain how I feel though. They were right on that. Like, I'm mad, but my heart physically hurts. It feels so fucking bad. I'm convinced that Ashton being alive would at least solve 39 of my problems.
Ha ha ha. I'm *so* fucking funny.
A/N: wow suicide. "GREAT TOPIC ASHTON!" Yeah ikr? Anyway.
"Shawn Mendes" is really pretty. 😊
Song of the day: Sincerely, Me from Dear Evan Hansen bc I'm a theatre bbg.
"My sister's hot.
What the hell?!
My bad."
"Our friendship goes beyond your average kind of bond
But not because we're gay!
No, not because we're gay!
We're close, but not that way
The only man that I love is my dad
Well, anyway!"
It's amazing 😻
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Wella - a ship between two of my friends :)
FanfictionWYATT AND BELLA = WELLA they actually hate eachother but its giving enemies to lovers- 🤫🧏
