"He seriously chose to be your roommate? After being a dick? Seriously?" Jeongin asked. "You know a part of me still likes him, jeongin." Felix admitted.
Jeongin couldn't judge Felix. He felt the same way once. He just placed his hand on felixs back. Rubbing slowly,"I know, it takes time." He smiled.
"I saw minho."
"Yeah, I did, too. He stopped by. He found my dorm room somehow, which is weird because he has a husband or whatever that is to him."
Felix raised an eyebrow.
"I didn't see a ring with him."
"Yeah, he's a dick so he probably doesn't wear it." Jeongin scoffed. He fixed a bit of Felix's hair before they both sat up and gained the conscious of time, getting their things together, phones, lipbalm, etc.
Jeongin heard the door become knocked on. It was probably the shipping man setting his dorm stuff down. He swiftly unlocked the door in front of him.
"You can set them—"
He paused for a moment, looking at Minho, who was leaning against the door, a sly smirk. "Are you going to that party?"
"Why are you here? Seriously?"
"I'm a senior in college, I go here."
Jeongin crossed his arms back, slowly leaning against the door the same way minho was. staring at that annoying smirk. There was no absolute way that someone could be so desperate.
And slightly attractive.
"That doesn't give you an excuse to show up at my dorm— would your boyfriend be happy with you doing this? Me and you used to have a thing."
"Eh, he's not in the picture anymore, I could tell you later in my dorm."
"Eh, I have a boyfriend." Jeongin said. He stuck his tongue out, a teasing grin. Minhos smirk turned into an annoyed face. He rolled his eyes as jeongin walked past. Taking a moment to admire jeongins backside as he walked with Felix trailing beside him.
He had a feeling Chan wasn't the best anyways, and trust minho, he knew what was good for jeongin.
Which would be him.
Felix stepped into the party, jeongin greeting some of his new friends. "I'm gonna go sit down at the bar, okay? I'll be waiting for you." Felix said. He passed a gentle smile before he began walking through crowds to the small bar area against the corner.
It was sort of a frat party, so there wasn't a bartender. It was more of a run-down college building as well, Felix pulled the solo cup from the packaging, plopping directly back down.
He almost forgot how parties weren't really his cup of tea. He poured the liquor into the cup, smiling as he put it to his lips and began drinking It.
He felt bliss when it went down his throat and forever taken away into more. He decided to sit and be calm. He had nothing better to do, he raised the cup to his lips once more.
Taking a moment to think about his life, specifically his terrible love life. He mentally groaned, nearly rolling his eyes when he remembered the moments him and hyunjin shared together. The disgusting feeling of hyunjins finger tips on his bare naked skin.
Though he enjoyed it sadly, he couldn't help but want it again.
As he was telling jeongin, he sort of missed the way hyunjin lied to him.
He wouldn't call it love.
Because it wasn't love.
It was lies.
Felix felt the presence behind him, putting a stop to his sad thoughts. He looked back, noticing the one and the only.
Felix must have manifested him or something.
"Why are you here?" Felix said. He had already turned his head, ignoring hyunjins presence once more.
"I go here, you can't treat me like I'm invisible." Hyunjin said, he leaned against felixs shoulder, his elbow creasing the table that was holding up the many drinks.
"What is your purpose? Do you want to put me through the same shit you did before?" Felix asked, he fully turned around, crossing his legs and everything to get a vital response.
"I want to start over."
Felix didn't say a single thing he just looked into hyunjins eyes as hyunjin said this. "And I'm not gonna stop telling you this until you let it happen."
"Fuck you."
Felix said, he stood up, grabbing his drink, clinching it in anger as he did. But hyunjin quickly reached for Felix wrist, his eyes scowling up at felixs.
"Felix, I want to change."
"Why would I believe you? You're a manipulator. You lied to me, hyunjin."
"And I want to fix it, but you won't give me a chance."
"Why should I? You come back choosing to be my roommate, thinking I'm going to forgive a person like you, hyunjin. I don't want you, I don't want to see you, can't you just take no for an answer?"
Hyunjin bit his lip, and he gently shut his eyes, looking down when Felix began walking away. He wanted to try so hard to get Felix back.
"Felix.." he tried to call out, but Felix was already gone.
He truthfully wasn't taking no for answer.
