Wonderwall

-03- Dinner

This chapter contains acts of SH and topics that may trigger some people. It starts where she thinks about the drawer and ends where Kingston calls her if anyone would like to skip it. AND PLEASE PLEASE COMMENT I LOVE READING AND REPLYING TO THEM:) and vote!!

Currently, I am sitting on my bedroom floor surrounded by six suitcases.

I have too many things to pack and I'm running out of space. My stuff is thrown around the room in random piles and I'm starting to get lazy.

Like what do you mean I have to pack my whole room and move it into the tiny dorms?

Actually, they aren't that tiny because our parents bought us luxury dorms. Finally, they spent their money on something good.

The past few days us four have been going to each other houses and helping to pack everything.

Kingston's packing was the worst of them all. When we were emptying his room we found random cigarette butts, underwear lying around everywhere, and worst of all, used condoms.

I saw those and two seconds later I was hunched over the toilet throwing up. Love that feeling.

Out of sight, out of mind.

I wonder how the new school will be. I've seen some pictures online but there isn't much for safety reasons. Don't want the mafia to start kidnapping kids and starting a mafia war!

I also hope that there aren't any mean people at the school. Everywhere I go, I feel like I'm a magnet that attracts negative people. I never understand why it happens. I never do anything that would make people want to hate me.

Why does everyone hate me?

My friends always tell me that I'm too kind to everyone. I may be a pushover but I just believe that this world needs a little more kindness.

There was this one particularly horrible girl in middle school. Her name was Florence and on the outside, she was just as pretty as her name, but inside was the polar opposite. She made it her life's goal to make mine a living hell. She would do many things to me from hurting me to spreading rumors that made more people hate me.

I know that I should have stood up for myself, but I could never find the courage for it.

I always told myself and my friends that I wanted to smack her, but we all knew that it would never happen and I never wanted my friends to get into unnecessary fights for me.

One day she just left school and never came back. That was the day that I understood what true peace felt like, but because I am very unlucky, Dante came strolling into my life a week later.

I get lost in my thoughts until I hear a loud knock on my door. "Come in," I yell hoping it isn't my mother or father. I don't wanna see them today. I'm too tired to deal with their nonsense.

"I'll be honest. Lookin at you got me thinking nonsense" Sabrina Carpenter my queen forever.

My door opens and my Mother comes strolling in with her grumpy grouchy face. Her face filler really isn't helping her at all.

I roll my eyes internally at her sight and plaster a fake smile onto my face. "Hello, Mother."

"Merideth," she nods as she begins to eye the room and her grumpy face only grows. The beast is coming for me.

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"Merideth, why is your room such a mess? You leave for school tomorrow and you have barely packed shit." She begins shout and raises her voice at me, causing me to slightly flinch.