"I dont trust that..."

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Alexis POV

I regret it so much! I was so dumb yesterday. I should've talked to her. I should've said something but i was so embarrassed that she may have regretted the kiss.

I haven't talked to anyone about how i'm feeling and I don't think I will. It's my problem and I should deal with it on my own.

I've been so down i didn't even go to practice today and I know coach will be on my ass for that. So i texted him saying I wasn't feeling well. He said okay and that he hopes to see me at practice tomorrow.

I was just chilling watching TV and decided to look at the campus news to see what's new.

i found an article about yesterdays game so i click on it. I read it and noticed a part about an interview with paige.

I read it excitedly but my smile immediately dropped at what i read.

'right. who do you feel like played their best tonight? in my opinion i think you dominated' kenzie asked paige.

'uh yea thanks uh i'd say we all played our best tonight and did our parts where we were needed- okay alexis? i noticed she slacked a little tonight?'

'uh i wouldn't talk down on my teammates but id say she should've stepped up a little bit more tonight after my eye incident. she could've went harder on defense and even better on offense.' paige says.

I didn't even feel like reading the rest. how could she say that about me? Like i know i didn't talk to her yesterday like i should have but it hurts to know my best friend, my CRUSH would say hurtful stuff like that.

i'm sad, hurt, and even angry because i would never say anything like that about her. never ever would i run her name through the mud.

i hear the door open and a ton of giggles. "omgggg lexiii, i missed you at practice today!" i hear someone yell and see kk bear hugging me.

i turn to see who else walked in. nika, aaliyah, ines, ice, azzi, aubrey, and paige...

i stood up grabbed my phone and quickly walked over to paige. she smiled at me but it faded as she saw my face.

i push my phone onto her chest which caused her to stumble back a little. "hey woah what's going on?" azzi pulls my arm a little.

everyone else quites down and watched us. "i don't know ask her...she did run my name through the mud." her face turns to shock.

"wha-what no i didn't what do you mean-check the campus news paige...your little interview you did? yea it's published now and i would never say that shit about you!" i raise my voice and poke her chest.

she furrows her eyebrows and quickly checks my phone. she read for awhile while everyone else does the same. "paige..." nika calls out.

"wha-no lexi i would-no you don't get to call me lexi anymore till further notice. i thought we were friends, BEST friends and you said that about me! how could you?!" she looked hurt and defeated.

"listen lex-alexis." i cut her off making her sigh.

"listen alexis.." she cringed a little. "i didn't say that, my words were altered. i would never say some fucked up shit like that i swear. i don't know how this happened." she tried to come towards me but i back up.

i feel my eyes water a little but i won't give her the satisfaction of seeing me cry. "no, no what you said hurts paige? it's down in writing. how could someone fuck up that bad and 'twist' your words" i put quotation marks up.

she goes to say something but i put my hand up. "i don't wanna hear your excuses paige. you hurt me and i don't know how or when i will be able to forgive you" i finish and walk off to my room locking the door.
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Paige POV

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