The other twin

"Im scared..."

Alexis

Once we got back to campus after our sad loss to Texas. Paige has been very touchy ever since the bathroom incident.

i haven't told anyone yet. i don't know WHO to tell. and it's slowly eating me alive.

it's not like i'm scared, i just- i lied, im scared. i don't know why i am but i am.

as of right now i'm heading back to my dorm with azzi after our 3 hr practice before tomorrow's game.

"what's been going on with you lately?" my twin questions me. i sigh and look down at my feet. "can we talk about it whenever we get back to our dorm please?" i ask turning to her.

she gives me a skeptical look before nodding her head.

we make it to our dorm and both shower before making ourselves comfortable on the couch.

"it's the fact we matched without even trying" i giggle looking at our outfits. we both had on a semi-tight black shirt with batman pajama pants.

she looks down at herself before looking at me making her giggle as well. "great minds think alike am i right?" she raises her hand for a high five which i give her.

"okay but back to the serious topic. what's going on?" i sigh before picking at my nails.

"um. something happened between paige and i..." i trail off.

she gives me a look saying continue. "it was after the drinking game the other day. um, whenever i went to the bathroom with her." she looks like she's thinking.

"y'all went to the bathroom together?" i shake my head. "no but yes. she went first then i followed." she nods.

"okayyy, and what happened next?" i bite my lip before looking at her. "we may or may not have made out..." her eyes go wide.

"and paige got touchy..." her mouth flies open. "wha- what the fuck do you mean paige got touchy?!"

"ummm...just know that i had to be quite incase yall heard me." her eyes go wider and her mouth drops even more.

"what?! and i'm just now finding out that y'all dry humped each other while i was maybe 10 steps away?! the whole team was!" i wince and nod my head.

"okay but was it good?" i crack a small smile trying not to laugh. "you're weird but yes it was." she squints her eyes.

"did she make you finish?" i shake my head. "she didn't wanna let me cause we were tipsy and she said she wanted to talk before we do anything more" azzi nods her head.

"okay well have y'all talked?" i groan and throw myself back onto the couch. "noooooo." i hear her scoff.

"and why not? is paige being a pussy?" i laugh and sit back up.

"no it's me. like we've talked yea but not about what happened. every time we're about to be alone i always find a way out."

"bru lexi- i knoww! i know" i cut her off. "i just, i don't know bru. you know i'm not good with talking about my feelings towards people when it comes to that stuff"

"i know but y'all gotta talk." i nod my head before throwing myself at her for a hug.

"i'm scared she just wants to have a sexual relationship instead of a relationship relationship." i mumble into her shirt.

she rubs my back while hugging me back. "i know, and that's an understandable feeling but you know paige would never do you like that." she replied.

"right. so what should i do?" i question. "talk to her. let your mind rest for tonight. get game ready for tomorrow and talk after the game" she suggested.