"I'm fine..."

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Alexis POV

It was the next day and we were all chilling in azzi and i's dorm after practice.

i was in my room just watching Chicago P.D. on my laptop when some one busts in. i look up and see paige. "hey pb" she grins at me and hops in my bed.

"whatcha doinnn" she peeks at my laptop. i show her while staring at her. i know that sounds weird but i always admire her. for her looks, personality, just everything about her.

she looks up at me and smiles. "kk's on live and everyone's begging for me and you" i nod my head.

our faces were close as hell and you could cut the tension with a knife. "uh..so" she tries to say. i smile and get up. "cmon" i tell her walking out.

i let out a breath that i was holding in. i've always had small feelings for paige but have never acted on them. but we've always seemed to have tensions between us.

i walk into the living room and see kk with the phone set up on the counter. "girl bo-lexi!!" she yells out coming over and dragging me.

"y'all lexi came outta hibernation!" i smile at her joke. i shake my head, push her then look down at the comments.

steph: stopp! lexi smiled
user9: please kk is funny
paigefanpage: where's paige

"pb!" i call out for paige who pops in with a pink face. "paige you good?" kk askes her who just nods her head.

paige comes over to me and puts her head on my shoulder. "yay! okay so we're all hereeeee! let's do a talent show" kk says and i look over at her confused.

"talent show?" i hear paige chuckle from behind me. she switches her position and puts her arms around my shoulders.

"yea kk likes to go live and allow people to request to join and show us their talent" i make an 'o' shape with my mouth.

"and uh...we're gonna do that now?" they all stare at me before nodding.

"gotcha" i shake my head and smile a little. "okay so boom imma add this girl real quick" she does.

"hiii! omg i love all of you guys!" we all say thank you. "okay girly what's your talent?"

"i'm gonna be singing a song for y'all!" my eyes widen a bit and i glance over at kk. "oh! okay period go ahead" the girl asked her alexa to play a song and she began to sing.

the second the girl started i hear paige chuckle but she covers it up with a cough. kk on the other hand was trying so hard not to laugh.

she ultimately failed cause she went outta frame and started laughing. i slightly smile but go back to a straight face.

then all of a sudden someone pokes my side and i giggle but cover my mouth embarrassed that i laughed. i turn and glare at paige who's smirking.

"lexi! why're you laughing?! she's doing so goo-" kk begins to say but steps outta frame again to laugh.

"omg thank you so much you did good. next" i kick her off and choose someone else.

"hiiii- oooo who's that white girl?" my smile immediately drops. i side eye paige and see she's cheesing. she steps out from behind me and gets closer to the camera.

"what's your name~" the girl says flirtatiously and i wanted to end the live so fast. this random ass girl just wants to use her for her fame.

i roll my eyes and walk off. i feel someone catch my arm and see it's ice. "what happened?" i shake my head and walk off to azzi's room.

i bust in and plop on her bed with her. she sighs and puts her phone down. "talk to me" i stay quiet for a little while longer.

"do you think paige would ever date a fan?" azzi stares at me before shrugging. "idk maybe but she'd probably make sure the girl won't fuck her over and is respectful to all of us" i mug her before huffing.

"why?" i but my lip and look over at her door that's still open and see paige still talking to the live while kk is dancing in the back.

"paige...uh there was this girl that got on the live and called her cute and she immediately went to talk to her" i hear azzi chuckle and i shoot her a glare.

"my bad my bad but you know that just cause you think she won't like you doesn't mean that you're feelings for her are already gone.

we've been friends with her for years alex, the feelings you have for her aren't going away any time soon" i groan and roll over onto my face.

"but that's the thing she won't ever like me. everyone knows i'm not that expressive and what if she doesn't like me because of that?" i begin to overthink.

azzi lays down beside me and plays with my hair. "even if she doesn't that's okay. you'll find you someone who loves you for you and doesn't pick out the bad things" i look up at her and pout.

"LEXI!" i hear from the livingroom. i glance over at the door and see kk waving me over to the front door and paige looking pissed...?

i look back at azzi and we both walk over to the door. "you have a visitor~" kk says moving out of the way.

i glance and see eva from my photography class. "oh hey eva, what's up?" she blushes and scratches her neck. "uh sorry for interrupting y'all hang out but i was wondering if you have my hat from over the summer?" i was confused at first before remembering.

"ahhh shoot yea come in i'll go get it." i jog to my room to go get the hat.
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Paige POV

I was talking to the girl on live whenever alexis walks off looking upset. "you have a talent?" she shakes her head and just stares at me.

"girl boo, bye" kk kicks her off and i stare at her in shock. "kk!" she rolls her eyes and shrugs.

i shake my head and go back to talking to the live. i glance at azzi's room and see the twins talking. i softly smile before looking back at the comments.

user3: omg! look at her smile
popstar: y'all she's totally smiling at alexis!
kiki: y'all stop she would never like alexis...
hermanismine: @kiki why you lying?

"i was looking at the twins guys" i tell them and the comments go crazy.

user2: i knew her gun was pink!
user7: please! the plexi ship is boarding!!

"plexi..." i whisper to myself and begin to blush. i've always liked alexis but never realized people think of us that way. i look back over at the twins and blush some more.

i was happily staring when someone pops into my view. "staring are we?" kk, of course its kk. "no..." she raises and eyebrow at me. "the lies you tell paige the lies you tell" i push her face away.

we hear a knock at the door and kk skips over to it. she opens it and there's this red head white girl. i tilt my head confused.

"is alexis in?" my mood immediately drops. who's this girl and why does she need alexis. my lexi.

"LEXI!" kk yells out ushering her over. she comes out confused. they talk before a little before the girl comes in and she jogs off to her room.

"what's your nameee?" kk askes happy to meet a new person. "uh eva..sorry i'm a little anti-social" she scratches her arm.

kk smiles and waves her off. "you're good girly, we're all nice don't worry. soo you and lexi?" she wiggles her eyebrows and eva blushes.

oh yea my mood is most definitely gone. azzi comes over to me and booty bumps me. "you good p?" i clench my jaw and nod my head before walking to the kitchen away from everyone.

"i'm fine..."
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hey guys, things have been a all over the place for me. a little tmi for today but my gf nd i broke up so i've been dealing with that but i'm back and hoping to get a lot of things done for you guys. other than that enjoy this chapter! much love <3

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