Adopted By Sleeping With Sirens

Chapter 15

Nick

Checkin the time. I wondered if I got a message from Marisol yet saying she was close by the house. The mall wasn't that far from here but it wasn't that close either. It was a little light out when I told her to come home now. I had messaged her two hours ago. I began walking around the house worried. "Marisol hasn't come back. I messaged her two hours ago" I ranted to Justin who was on his phone. "Dude chill she will come back. She probably walking really slow or ran into a friend" Jack said obviously not caring and just practicing on his guitar.

"No..She doesn't have friends here. Shes from San Diego dude" I said. "Um she comes from a famous family? Us? And I'm sure she has friends here. She lived here too. Duh." Gabe said eavesdropping. I shook my head and it's been hours since she left the house. We got here around 5:00pm and now it's 9:30 pm. My gOD..

I heard a knock on the door. It was hard and fast pounds. I watched as we all gave each other the same look. "Were you expecting anyone? What if it's the police?" Kellin said coming down the stairs. "Hurry up and get it" It yelled from the living room. "It could be Marisol." I said following Kellin to the door. We hurried to the door and opened it. Marisol was revealed to us but her makeup was smeared. She looked in no mood to smile, her cheeks were sticky and wet. Her eyes were bloodshot and her hair was a mess. "Where we're you?"  I nearly yelled because I don't want to lose her. "Shopping!" She snapped back. "No you didn't!" I yelled back. "Ask Andy then!" She yelled back. "Oh were you with him then?" I asked more calm. "Um...I-I..yea" she said and ran upstairs. "Why are you acting weird? What happened?" I yelled getting angry. I seen her go into Kellin's room. She just looked off and lost. "Nothing okay. It was just windy. I'm going tot are a shower and go to sleep, Alright?" She said while I sighed. I said alright and walked out of the room and back down the stairs. I shook my head confused and sat down and while the others exchanged worried glances. "Is she alright? She didn't look too good" Justin said with his head up now looking at me. "I don't know" I said still worried. Kellin wasn't in the room. He probably went to check on her. What if they're going to work things out?

Marisol

I ran upstairs and just went into a random room and didn't bother to look around but just lock the door and slide down it and curl into a ball and cry just as Nick left downstairs. I sobbed uncontrollably in a pillow. I was just raped. By multiple. I feel so useless. What if I'm pregnant? I couldn't stop it. I'm dumb. What if I'm pregnant? I couldn't possibly tell anyone because this was just a cry out for attention and embarrassing. I couldn't bother them, who are men, with my personal issues. I cried even harder. Knowing that I might possibly have to let this pass and no one will know.

I heard footsteps and a couple of seconds, the light flickered on. I looked around because I could tell someone was in here. The room was big, there was a bathroom that connected to two separate rooms. I watched as whoever it was, walked to the bathroom and immediately felt my presence. They turned around and turned on the nearby lamp. In the doorway of the bathroom was Kellin. I shoved my head in my knees and cried harder. He walks over and wraps me in his arms. "Please stop. Just leave me be" I cried out loud and he let go in shock. I crawled into the corner behind the door. "Marisol, tell me what exactly happened now. I won't be mad at you. Where were you?" Kellin said after letting me cry for a little bit.

He's never been so serious but I can tell he was mad. He sat there for a good 20 minutes before I broke down and told him. He had the patience for me. "I couldn't stop it. I couldn't. I let it happen and now I'm going to be known as the slut. Waste of space. Waste of everyone's time" I said to myself and Kellin grabbed me again. My heart was pounding so hard I felt like It was going to explode. "Calm down please. I'm trying to help you Marisol. I never meant to hurt you as much as I did. I'm sorry if it really hurts you like this, but I will and still am apart of your life. What I did was out of jealousy but I'm paying the price for it. I'm really sorry okay, you know I fucking love you though right?" he said while I was almost in his lap. He wasn't understanding me. I literally  just said I couldn't stop it