Last oneshot before I completely abandoned this. I don't think I can continue making books. At least for now I don't know but I still want to write. Since schools over but only for 1 month let's see if I can write another new book. I'm changing my style too cause this is so blank and boring
Sorry if this one disappoints you
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You would always be his first woman.
But you knew you won't be always his.
Nonetheless, why do you still cling to him? For his gentle voice, soothing words, warm loving touch, and for the simple little gestures. All seems so limited after he met her.
She was pretty, innocent and kind.. a very wonderful woman. Beyond than that as he says. The way he spoke his gentle voice that he used to chat with you, is the same way as he talks to her. Or when he talks about her.
Has he forgotten? The answer is no. He knows very well he's been spending less time for you. Yet he just finds himself drawn to her. You don't seem to matter anymore.
Ever since a new hashira has been announced to a meeting, ever since he laid his eyes on her, ever since they first interacted. A crack appeared before the two of you.
And you knew. It was the beginning of the end. Despite that, why? Why do you still reach for him? Why do you try so hard?
He was no longer yours. When that time he sneaked off the bed, left you alone. He went off and went out with her on a small date at the village that was still awake at night. That time he would send his crow to check up on her, or to send a letter to her.
A letter that you watched him write on with such carefully picked words and love speech for hours. Something he never did for you. At least ever since he met her.
Her pink-green gradient hair, light glistening green eyes that even rivals the beauty of those in the entertainment industry that the sound hashira would talk about.
No one can match her beauty, not even you. You're not her. You're not her when she would happily chat for hours with your- no, her lover. You're not her when she was gifted a thousand gifts in a single day by her lover. You're not her when she get to go on a fancy date with her lover. You're not her when she receives a hundreds of love letters from her lover.
Everything seems to fall apart, crumbling into millions of pieces that easily slips between your fingers, right he used to be wrapped around your finger. But his gone. He is not yours when you lay on the bed all alone. He is not yours when you watch him leave the mansion everytime. He is not yours when he dismiss your touch, hugs and kisses. He is not yours to begin with. Did you knew that?
She was meant for him, he thinks at least. But you were sure he was meant for her. You can fight a demon but not for your relationship?
Would it worth it? When he told you that one time you tried to reach out to him.
"Can't you see? We're busy, leave us alone. I'll join you for dinner later when I get back." He was such a liar. It almost makes you laugh. He never returned the evening, he was too busy with her!
He is not yours. He is not yours. He is not yours. He is not yours. He is not yours. He is not yours. He will never be yours.
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Waking up alone has always been normal, it has always been like this ever since he drifted away from you. You most likely lost track of it, maybe it has been months..? But you remember well what day it is. A small forced smile would appear on your face, Your swollen bloodshot eyes staring down as a tear dropped down to the blanket that you used to share with him.
It's your and obanai's anniversary!
You stopped yourself from breaking down, you still have to keep a strong image as a hashira. Strong against demons but not emotions. Sounds pathetic if anyone knew about it.
A letter by your nightstand, an effortless writing. Compared to those love letters you would watch him send to her.
"Happy anniversary, sorry I can't celebrate with you right now. I have plans with mitsuri kanroji today. Actually. It'll be better if we just end this. I hope you understand. We'll talk later or tomorrow."
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Sorry I have to use obamitsu, but it's canon. Sorry if you don't ship it too.
Sorry that this a bad oneshot I just got back to writing
Hope this bursts you into happiness!:)
Edit: I don't think I'll update this anymore. I'll mark the book completed... If you're interested of my hero academia x reader fanfic, I made a new one. It might not be good considering I just got back to writing but I'll try not to make it worst just like this book of oneshot. I just miss writing a lot and want a lil fun to satisfy my imaginations.
Word count: 817
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Fanfiction(THIS BOOK IS BAD!!! I DONT RECOMMEND READING PLEASE🤒) I'll be working on this book as much I can! (EDIT: this is my second first book so it might be cringe, well on start) By the way this has included swearing, bad spelling and grammar. to be hon...
