heartache is what i feel when i see him with her
i should be happy to see him
since i haven't seen him in a while
but i'm not.
This was not his old girlfriend
she was new
a fresh start
blonde and skinny
i never saw her face but
all i can feel is jealousy
i watch them happy together,
picking her brother up from school
the school that I never imagined his feet would walk
I wonder if he notices me
fragile
heart heavy
lungs unable to hold air
I still feel the same about him 2 years later
he was meant to be mine and i was meant to be his
i guess the universe didn't want it to be like that
it wanted me to experience heartache
