Jungkook was playing the avoiding game again making Nilah feel self-conscious and wonder if she did anything wrong.
She'd kissed once before, it wasn't like she was completely inexperienced and Jungkook seemed to have enjoyed their make-out session a lot.
The way he aggressively grabbed he's hips and throat as if he'd been dying to do this for years. His huge palms ran all over Nilah's petite body and his full lips devoured hers like a starving lion.
He did enjoy it.
Actually, Jungkook loved having his favorite student straddling his lap and rubbing her lower body all over his clothed dick.
If they had continued dry-humping Jungkook would have came in his pants just like a teenager.
He had never been more turned on in his life and that's what drove him away from Nilah.
Jungkook was scared to show love.
He knew he loved her, there was no point to deny it but he was hesitant.
Hesitant to fall head over heels with Nilah. He already did but Jungkook couldn't show it, no.
He would never allow himself to do that. Because being in love and in a relationship meant that he'd have to reveal himself sooner or later.
It would be unfair for such a nice girl like Nilah to like, let alone love, a drug addict.
A man that was mentally abused by his family and did drugs to fit in an unhealthy group of friends.
Or maybe that was an excuse.
Jungkook wanted to forget all the pain his parents caused and freel free like the other kids.
To just have fun and act like a normal teenager should.
He doesn't want Nilah or the other boys to find out about his dark past and possibly think about him in a different way.
Only Taehuyng knew about it and he wanted to keep it that way.
Jungkook simply couldn't take the risk of losing the most important people of his life.
The people that somehow filled that void of love from his childhood his parents failed to give him.
But Jungkook's heart clenched from pain and guilt as he watched Nilah's sad expression every day at school and at home.
He was a coward.
The blue eyed girl had lost her spark and bubbly personality over the past week since new year's Eve.
He was constantly torn between wanting to improve himself and wanting to destroy himself for hurting the only girl he loves.
It was the day of Nilah's gym class where she always skipped and spent time talking and bonding with Jungkook more.
But this time he wasn't there and Nilah has had enough of it.
Enough of this avoiding game he'd been playing with her for a week.
It was about time things would clear up between them so Nilah got up from the grass and wiped her shorts to get rid of any dirt.
She huffed like a kid and angrily made her way over Jungkook's office.
Nilah barged in not bothering no knock causing Jungkook to almost have a heart attack.
The files on his hands flew in the air as he slightly jumped on his leather chair and he lowered his legs off of his desk.
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Fanfiction"And who are you to tell me what the hell is wrong or right for me, Mr. Jeon? " She raised her voice at him for the very first time as she tilted her neck to meet his burning eyes. "This is so wrong Nilah.... " he spoke not breaking their intense e...
