A New Side of You (RadioApple)

Chapter 4

A/N Hey a big Trigger Warning this chapter ended up being way more disturbing then i expected it to be so here is your warning this chapter is fucked.

Hours later Alastor is grabbed and dragged into the common room. "Let go of me at once!" "Nope" Angel smirks enjoying this. Alastor gets tied to the couch. he tries to get out of it but its a special rope so he is now powerless. "what is this!?" Charlie walks up to him "im sorry Alastor but we.. were really scared you plan on killing yourself.."

Alastor becomes even more annoyed "How many time must i tell you im not going to do that! untie me now!" Lucifer crosses his arms "No. not until we know you're okay." Alastors eyebrow twitches "when i get out of this i am going to hurt all of you." "sure sure what ever you say" Angel smirks getting close to him "Lucifer found this special rope, you are powerless, you're about as powerful as when you were a human" "i knew VooDoo when i was human and had a kill count of 86." Angel goes quiet and quickly backs up. "that many fuck Alastor why!?" Husk crosses his arms "It was fun." "No there would be a reason why you started killing. talk about it." Lucifer smirks "what is this therapy? No."

Lucifer taps his foot "its that oooor you stay tied up" Alastor narrows his eyes "No." "Okay fine, its either you talk or we go inside your mind." Alastor gets confused "what?" "oh dont you know, as king of hell i have the ability to go into anyone mind here in Hell. And bring who ever i want with me." "Fuck. You." "okay fine whos coming with me?" Lucifer looks around Angel and Husk raise their hands very fast. "Anyone else?" everyone else shakes their head. "okay here we go!" Lucifer knocks Alastor out before he can say anything. Charlie frowns "dad carful!" "itll be okay, Husker, Angel grab my hand." Lucifer sits down on the ground and closes his eyes. They sit next to him and grab his hand then closes their eyes.

Lucifer blinks and looks around they are in a black void floating, different color bubbles start to form in a very circle around them in groups "how are we supposed to know where to go??" Angle says annoyed right before a dates form above the groups and a chart of what the color means infront of them. "oh." Lucifer looks at the chart "okay it looks like they are groups in the different years and the colors mean things." "this is fucking confusing first why does it look like this??" "the mind sorts its self in many different ways, its different for every person. this is how Alastor sorts his." Lucifer looks a the colors "Okay, red is memories with his father, Pink is with his mother. Yellow are just happy, Blue is sad, grey is uh, huh this one isnt labeled? it just says grey" Angel and Husk look at the paper. "Why dont we try those then?" angle looks around "what year?" Husk crosses his arms "lets do one were hes old enough to experience things, a new born is too young, but we should start from the beginning or as close as we can."

Lucifer thinks "he was born in 1893 so lets do 1903 hell be 10 by then" The group of bubbles from 1903 float to them. Angel looks closer at them "Oh you can kinda see the memory in the bubble" Angle gets closer and closer to a grey one until he accidently touches it. All three of them are pulled into the bubble. They land in the middle of a living room. Lucifer looks around "This must be his house, what will this memory be?" A lady walks in, shes in a light blue dress but she has no face "Ah! where is her face!?" Angle grabs husker. "..He cant remember his mothers face.." Lucifer frowns remember their conversation about that. A little boy holding a ripped rag runs into the room laughing. "wait can they not see us?" "no we weren't part of the memory so they cant see us." "shhh" Husker shushes them so they watch.

"Alastor darling i see you have that rag again" Her voice is the voice people hear during commercials, his mind replaced her voice to something he remember but he cant remember her real voice. "Yes mama! i love it!" "Darling i dont think its a good idea to play with a dirty rag" "..but i dont have anything else to play with mama.." He tears up gripping the rag "oh my sweet boy" The lady picks him up "dont cry, show me that smile, you're never fully dressed without one." Alastor wipes his face and smiles. All three of them at the same time say "ooooh" "so that why he smiles, his mom" Husker watches "yeah.. seems so.." Lucifer watches getting a sad feeling in his heart."