kinks and all

forbidden love

Even the strongest of us go weak and in her touch, I was like paper, so bendable. I'd do anything she'd say, heck, if she demanded I drove down to hell while she rode me like the devil herself in the front of my car. I would have hit the gas. but the way it began even I thought the night would end differently.

"I was of legal age when you were born, we can't...Be together. And think of your father, he already doesn't like me and his newly in college daughter dating me" I need to sit down I bury my head in my hands. Deep breaths I remind myself as I plunge into my hoodie pocket digging out the bottle of anti-anxiety, "Nononono we couldn't I couldn't" "Don't you love me?" "'Course I do, sweetheart" "But my daughter is your best friend and you're only nineteen" "Old enough Daddy"

The laugh that builds inside is impossible to control, maybe she was right at this point we were past right and wrong and no matter how bad I wanted to stop I would always come back to this twisted scenario. She became a drug so hard to ignore or quit it rooted inside and hiding away from my daughter sneaking past her father. This was the most thrill I'd felt in a while, m..rphine had nothing on me for it.

As much as I wish it were a shock, it wasn't when she dragged me out of the coffee on main with pretext that muffled somewhere near 'it's raining'. My gut told me where she would lead me, somewhere where she'd be on top and then make me do something I'd tell my mind I'd never. Rain was not shy today, it poured with no sign of passing, and through the herd of people hanging for it to, she led me to the parking lot through the pounding of rain on gravel I wanted to stop and scream 'How lovely to be rained on with you' but she was just too enchanting to break gaze.

My hood hung low on my shoulder now drenched with rain. She meandered through the cars and halted at the invisible gate of the alley where my car stood. And just as she had, wordlessly, walked to her passenger seat and motioned me over with a hand on the buckle as if I wasn't supposed to continue drenching.

Seated sideways on the steering clasping her waist in my thighs, she looks so sweet, innocent and submissive all of which she will prove me wrong of in the next few moments. Her eyes fluttered in the droplets of rain that fell from the old tattered plastic roof above the lamppost, droplets hung as such in her ebony hair that reached so close to the small of her back where my hands held on like she would disappear in the flickering yellow.

And when she brought her lips closer, wet and pink I levitated closer like a preset mechanism. We'd done this so many times, the first at her 18th. We never meant to but the universe did, with the red I spilt on her dress and the apologies that began with kissing and then here today, two hours away from her house next to college where she'd meet me every weekend. My thoughts break at the unfamiliar taste metallic and liquid, "have they been troubling you again?" "you don't have to worry I'm fine, Mr Kim''

"don't lie to me sweetheart I know when you're sad and your lips are bleeding you've been biting them haven't you?" she connects our lips again avoiding me again

I tug at her bottom lip nibbling and kissing. I felt a little more lost by the second the world around us disappeared, the fear of getting caught evaporating. Here now is all that mattered. I pulled her impossibly closer her knee now between my thighs rubbing so close... So very close. I support her waist and tug her on my lap, she teases me, tugs back and giggles. I swear if the last hour of push and pull hadn't edged me enough I'd have played her little game but she'd teased me enough. I tug her and place her on my lap. And she grins. Grins. Out of all the things oh she'll be the death of me "Mr Kim how naughty of you" this kid.

Our clothes reach the leather around us in followed haste as we shut the car door and settle comfortably in each other's warmth "So you've brought me here after much refusal what do you want now?" I quirk a brow "Uncle Jin if it wasn't clear..." She reaches her hand slick to the handle and harshly tugs sending our seat flat back, "by now I want you here now, and you know what they say save a horse, ride a man" She sinks down so smoothly I could say with great measure that she was a perfect fit. "So I'm a man now?" "my man, Uncle Jin"

She holds me by the nape and smushes our lips together, we're panting for air we both lack but I can't get enough of her lips. I kept pulling her back for a little more of the cherry red she had on. Mouth agape, the car a little bounce of which I was so sure the way she rode me, she had meant what she said, "fuck sweetheart yes you're doing so well for me"

Her breathing gets heavier and she grunts in my nape, "ngh" tears glaze her eyes masking the fucked up gaze she always gets lost in the taboo. Her exhaustion showing in her red nose and cheeks flush and her softer bounce "Please"

"yeah? Please what?"

She frowns "uncle jin." Her whine is so dear to me.

I thrust upwards, her whiny tone and gaze make it so obvious she's near I wipe the tears off her face. Her nose scrunches as the tears fall. She reaches behind wiping through the fogged window low light filling brighter again "Yesyesyesyes close u-uncle Jin" she kisses me open-mouthed our tongues dancing together when she comes with a groan catching her breath but I don't stop "Dirty girl made a mess in my car"

I hold her jaw and make her look me in the eye, "clean it" I order. And like the darling sub she turns to after I ruin her she obeys sweetly bending below the steering lapping her mess. "you're being such a good girl for me" She holds the base and rubs gently, testing the motion. Her warm small hands feel so nice I can't help throwing my head back letting her lead from here. She licks from shaft to tip repeatedly teasing me with small sucks and grazes of her teeth, she knows how much I love that.

My hands find her hair bunching a few in a ponytail and tugging, "suck me sweetheart show me how skilled that mouth is" She makes a small sound and obeys. Swallowing me in one go choking when I don't let her pull back. Her nails dig into my thighs I feel the vibration of moans jolt my back, "breathe through your nose sweetheart relax your throat" She struggles only a little more before she finally relaxes tugging and sucking skillfully

A nerve of envy hits me but I don't say anything, feeling myself closer "Daddy's close sweetheart you better swallow" She moves faster without me needing to move her and rolls her tongue. My hand loosens her hair when I cum panting so loud I regain my breath and tug her to look at me. She sticks her tongue out and smiles wickedly, drops hang on her tongue and saliva drips down her chin and on my fingers, "good girl" I clean off my fingers with a lick and pull her onto my lap again

"where'd you learn to do that hmm? Are those college boys enjoying with you?" I tug her hair pulling closer. She joins our forehead and chuckles, "What's so funny sweetheart? Answer me"

"I practised on the dildo you gifted me I wanted to do well" she admits shyly hiding in my nape. I smile at her and caress her back as we regain our breaths. Her nose and eyes are still red and her puffy lips plump with dark red stain. I pull out an extra hoodie from the back and tug it on her while wearing my drenched one "Won't you get sick?"

"I'll be fine sweetheart you're supposed to head back home for the long weekend no?"

"mhmm" she affirms with a hum and hops onto her seat

I drive down to her house and park a few blocks before, "you'll be fine?"

"Yes" she grins, hugging my hoodie with her bear paws having worn our clothes somewhere along the journey. She refused to change my hoodie because and I quote, "It smells of you musky" I sometimes forgot she was still a teen though almost twenty. "you are coming tomorrow right?" "With Sarah? Yes'' the girls had planned to spend time together tomorrow and while her father wasn't fond of me much he didn't mind Sarah and had invited the two of us for dinner tomorrow with the context of 'we'll get to know each other better and a treat since Sarah heads to college soon as well'

I was delighted to spend more time with her, an offer I couldn't refuse "Yes that's what I meant anyway" She gives me a small peck and skips off to her house I stay parked watching her reach safely the few blocks and drive off satisfied. Tomorrow was surely going to be fun and knowing her she'd find a few moments away to have her way. My pants tighten just thinking about all I'll get to enjoy tomorrow. I reach down my pants for the last time today and fuss over how I miss her again in my own parking lot.