because you're different(raura)

Chapter 3- tell me everything.

---About 10 minutes later---

--Laura pov—

I feel myself drifting off to sleep, I fully wake myself up. Wow I forgot I was in Ross' arms for a sec... WAIT! I'm in Ross' arms, wow, okay, I could get used to this, he is cradling me tightly, I was so comfortable, wait, he's muttering something... "Oh laur, this is how it should be, it's just not fair". What does he mean? I don't know, but what I do know is I think it's about time we go to set, we start filming soon. "Ross? Rooooss?", I whisper, I'm not sure if he's awake or not so I slowly lift my head up to see his eyes, which were wide open, "hey laur", "hey", I remove myself from his lap,"Are you okay now Laura?" he is talking so gently and quietly. "Y-yeah, I think so, thankyou Ross, it felt good to cry too someone I don't usually cry too, I mean I don't like crying to Andrew for example, I don't feel like he really cares"

---Ross pov---

She can't cry to her own boyfriend but can too me? What sort of relationship is that? God she still looks so sad, I just want to make her feel better... But how? "Laura, of course he cares! If he didn't care he wouldn't have stayed with you for a year, however you can cry too me whenever you like, I'll always be here, come too me with your problems, okay?" she giggled, "thankyou Ross". I want to ask her that one question which has been burning in my head ever since she told us she was with 'him'; I just don't know how she will react... I can't just come straight out with it, I have to try and sugar coat it maybe, okay, here goes. "Hey laur?", "yeah?" god what do I say? "U-um, I don't want it to come across like I'm being nosy, but I'm just being a friend..." it killed me to say that, 'friend', "Ross, I know what you are going to ask, and no, we haven't done 'it', yet.", yet? Was she planning on doing it? How did she know what I was going to say? I felt a rush of relief, so she hasn't done it, good.

---Laura pov---

"How did you know what I was going to say?" he said with a tone of, relief? "It was a hunch I guess, I mean, you people are going to wonder since we have been together a year." Why does he care? Just because he is my best friend, right? Do I tell him why? What if he thinks I'm being stupid? "Laur I would never think of you as stupid!", "did I say that out loud?" "You did indeed", he says with a slight giggle. "Laur, tell me why you haven't gone all the way yet, you know you can tell anything".

Do I tell him? I hope I'm not thinking out loud again... I'm just going to tell him, he will be the first person I have told, "w-well, there have been multiple times that we almost did it, but something stopped me every single time, and I don't know what it is.." obviously I do know what it is, him, but I'm not going to tell him that am I.

---Ross pov---

What stops her? Is it because she doesn't love him? Or simply because she's not ready? "laur, what is it that stops you?", "well one of the things I just can't tell you, but the other, I-I c-can, I think it's about time I tell someone.." she is talking shakily now, I'm getting worried, this is clearly hard for her and I want her to feel comfortable telling me, I place the palm of my hand on her hip and move a bit closer, so she feels better talking about it. "Take your time Laur; this is obviously hard for you to say." "W-well, it's nothing big really, I j-just, I feel so self-conscious, about my body, weight, the way I look, and what if I'm bad at it? He has done it before, I don't want to make an idiot of myself..." wow I never knew she was that insecure, why can't Andr-EW, see that she isn't happy with herself? "Look Laur, I'm not going to tell you how beautiful and amazing you are.." her eyes saddened even more, "I mean you are, so amazing and gorgeous, but that isn't what you need to hear, because no matter how many times me or anyone tell you, you don't believe it yourself, and that's the most important thing". How can't she see the beauty she is? She is literally perfect; surely 'he' should make her feel that way, right?

---Laura pov---

Wow, I never knew how much Ross' words had an impact on me, but they really do, he spoke with such truth in his voice, he can make me feel beautiful just by looking at me. I cracked a gentle, genuine smile, and so did he. "Thankyou Ross, you have no idea how much I needed to hear that".

---Raini pov---

God where are they?? They have been gone for what, an hour? We need to start the scene, where would they be?

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so i know i dont get many reads or havent got hardly any followers but im still going to carry on with the story because i enjoy writing it. the chapters will get longer, i just need to get into it more and i will write more:---))

but thankyou for everyone who does read it, all 28 of you..hehe:-)

all my love,

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