because you're different(raura)

Chapter 9-You dickhead, Ross.

"Laura, you don't have to run away from me" he whispered in my ear "really ross? You think I wasn't going to run away after I completely made an idiot of myself?" he turned me around to face him; he was still holding on to my waist, he pulled me into his chest. One of his hands held the back of my neck and the other went to my hip. "Laura you didn't make an idiot of yourself. Why would you think that?" "I just confessed everything I felt for you, and I know you feel nothing for me, I know you like Maia, I mean why wouldn't you she's hilarious, beautiful."

---Ross pov---

Wow she really thinks I like Maia? I mean yeah she's cool and everything, but I don't like her. I haven't said anything but, I decided it was time to start getting over Laura, this was when she was still with Andrew and I met someone. Courtney, her name is, she's a really cool girl and really pretty. Obviously she doesn't compare to Laura, nobody does, this is so typical, Laura confesses she is in love with me and I basically have a girlfriend, what do I say now? I can guess Laura Is hoping I feel the same, I do. But do I tell her? I actually quite like Courtney. Laura needs to know what I feel for her, but I can't be with her now, I couldn't do that to court, it's not fair and I'm not a dickhead. "Laur I don't like mai---"she cut me off by gently placing her lips on to mine, man this feels good. Wait! Courtney, remember Courtney Ross remember... before I knew it my hands were on her bum, gently squeezing it making her smile during the kiss. She slowly pulls away and whispers softly "let's go back to your house". She starts walking past me and grabs my hand "laur wait, I'm sort of seeing someone..." she spins around to meet my eyes, her smile completely changed; she nods "right okay, of course you are. Your 'girlfriend' wouldn't be very happy about her boyfriend having a shower with another girl would she? Don't worry I'm not going to say anything, I'm not like that, I need some space." What have I done? I may have just lost the love of my life. Tears came streaming rapidly out of her eyes as she slowly turned back around and walked away from me, how did this happen? In a matter of minutes, I managed to break not just anyone's heart but Laura's, into tiny pieces, congrats Ross, remember me saying I wasn't a dickhead? Well I guess I was wrong. I can't believe I was so cruel, I led her on, I know I did. I asked her to get in the shower with me, I flirted with her, and when she kissed me, I didn't pull away. You idiot Ross.

A few days have passed and Laura hasn't spoken to me once, we don't have to go back to work until next week, something broke on the set or something and they had to order a new one. I and Courtney are still together but if I'm honest, it's not exactly going well, well not for me anyway. She is just so clingy! Wherever I go, she goes, I'm not being mean nor anything but doesn't she have a life as well? A family? Friends? She has been staying with us for the past few days, she came over the night me and Laura had that argument actually, I didn't mind her over that night because I needed something to distract me. But she hasn't gone home yet. "Hey bro, what's up with you the past few days?" "One word, laura." Rocky knows about the situation with laur and court. "Look you need to talk to laur man, she has no idea you have a proper girlfriend, she is probably sat at home sulking dude, just like you" "what am I supposed to say? She won't see me anyway, she hates me" "ross, she's at the door, idiot" WHAT? SHE IS AT THE DOOR, OH NO NO NO "you serious?" "Yeah, Courtney's keeping her bus---oh dear, COURTNEY IS TALKING TO HER". With that I ran past rocky and sprinted down the stairs, Laura is sat on the sofa, but nobody else is with her, ah that's good.

"h-hey laur" gosh, I've never been this apprehensive to talk to someone, especially Laura. "ross." I sat down next to her, her face didn't change, and she looks pale, sad. "so I'm guessing that Courtney girl was the girl you were seeing before, so what is she like you girlfriend now?" she is speaking with no emotion at all, this isn't the laura I know. "Y-yeah kind of, but Laura I need to tell you s---""rooooossss! You need to start getting ready for tonight, we leave in an hourrrr" "five minutes court" "okay bub" I really need to tell laura about my feelings for her, It might not change anything but I don't want her thinking her feelings were wasted on me, which they kind of were, because I was a complete ass and she deserves better but you know what I mean, right? "As I was saying, I need to tell you something..." "Is it going to take long? I have a date in an hour and I need to get ready." Sh-she has a date? With someone who isn't me? Oh Laura why do you do this to me? "R-really?" "Yep, were going to that new place by nandos, how stupid is it they have two food places by each other?" "Yeah really stupid, I guess you better get going then you don't want to be late for your date" "didn't you want to tell me something?" what's the point in telling her now? "Nah don't worry about it" she nodded and went. "Court!! Change of plans, were going to that new restaurant!" "Okay! Hurry up and get ready slacker!"

Soooooo, a little bit shorter this chapter..sorryyyy

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