"laura, he should be satisfied by simply having you in his life, and he should be even happier that he has the opportunity to have you in his arms, you may not realise this, but loads of guys would kill to take his spot" I say, it all just slipped out, it was the truth, I bet if they had the chance to a lot of guys would be with her. "You always know how to make feel good about myself, thank you Ross" and with that she snuggled into my shoulder as I rested my chin on the top of her head, this was perfect.
---Laura pov---
Ross was perfect. He is quite literally a dream boy, he knows exactly what to say, how to make me feel like the most special&beautiful girl in the world. *RIINNGGG* "hey baby! Yeah I'm good you? Just watching films, with ross, at his house, yeah, yeah, okay, see you soon, okay bye" so Andrew wants to come to mine, I'm not there and I'm busy, really? "Ross I have to go" I say with slight sadness, I'd rather stay with Ross, if I'm honest. "Why are you sad?" "Because I was having fun here, with you..." "You can come back over tonight if you like!" he said with a happy voice, was he happy I was going? "u-uh y-yeah m-maybe, see ya" I start to get off the bed when Ross lightly takes me by the waist and pulls me back. "Laur, what's up?" "N-nothing, it's just you almost seemed happy about me having to g-go..." "oh laura, of course I don't want you to go, I was happy when I said to come back over later, I could never not want you around, silly" he chuckled, I felt a wave of relief come over me when he said that, "ah okay, I'm sorry, I will ring you when I can come back over, yeah?" "okay laur, have fun see ya in a bit" hah, have fun, not likely, I really want to stay with ross, I know that's wrong because Andrew is my boyfriend but, ross acts like more of a boyfriend than Andrew does, it just makes him even more perfect.
---Ross pov---
How could she think I was happy about her leaving? I want her to stay, I want her to never leave, and I need her to be mine so bad, even more so than before. We walk to the front door and open it to reveal a red souped up, shitty little Clio, ridiculous. No way does it compare to my beamer. We say our goodbyes; she doesn't even hug me, what's with that? We always hug when we say goodbye, she whispered in my ear as we were saying bye..."sorry I can't hug you right now, bye ross" and with that she turned around and walked over to that thing 'he' calls a car. She stepped into the car and immediately he pulled her close and kissed her roughly, he put his hands in her hair, not so gentle. I felt a burning sensation in my whole body, usually it's just my upper body but now, I was weak all over, my knees went weak and I was numb, wow the effect she has on me and what jealousy can do.
---Laura pov---
Andrew was talking about something, I don't really know what it was, I zoned out ages ago, all he talks about his car, or whether I'm ready to have sex yet. Why can't he understand that when I'm ready I will tell him? We get inside his house and sit on the sofa; no one is home so it is just us two, which makes me rather uncomfortable if I'm honest. He comes and sits on the sofa next to me, really close. I never used to mind him being so close to me, but now, I wish it was Ross. "I'm going to the toilet" I say, usually I would go to the downstairs one but I decided to go to the upstairs one because I want to call someone. *riiing riiing riiiing* "laur?" "Hey Ross" wow, its feels like ages since I heard his voice. "What's up? You need picking up or something? Wait are you okay?" "I'm fine, just thought I would call you...why a-are you busy?" he probably is, he's probably with Maia or Garett or someone... "No no, I'm never too busy to talk to you, you know that, so what ya doing?" "Well we were sat on the sofa but right now I'm in the bathroom talking to you." "Shouldn't you be getting back or?" he said with curiosity in his voice "r-ross, c-can I tell you something?" "Anything."
---Ross pov---
"R-ross, c-can I tell you something?" "Anything" she seems nervous, scared almost, what is up with that girl today? "w-well, I think I'm scared" "laur what are you scared of?" "w-well, obviously were at his house and no one is home except us...and I don't know, I just suddenly feel uncomfortable with being alone with him." I'm worried; I don't want Laura to be scared, I never want her to be scared or worried. "Laur I'm going to come and get you" "n-no you can't" "why not? I don't want you there if you're scared!" "I need to stay for a bit, otherwise he is going to start getting suspicious...speaking of suspicious, I better go, he will be wondering where I am..." "Okay, but laura, promise me you won't stay for long, and if anything happens, ring me, immediately, be safe" "thanks ross, bye" I'm worried for Laura, I want her safe, I want her in my arms. I know what I'm going to do.
---Laura pov---
I make my way back downstairs to find Andrew. With a girl. Who isn't me? At the front door. I think you can guess what they were doing. They pulled away and smiled at each other. The girl saw me and pulled an evil smile, she said something to him, it was quiet but she made sure it was loud enough for me to hear "the things I'm going to do to you tonight, you won't know what hit you baby" "can't wait, beautiful" beautiful? BEAUTIFUL? He has never called me that, he rarely compliments me really. I'm not going to cry, no way am I going to cry, not to him, not to anyone, I guess it was my fault, if I had of just had sex with him, he wouldn't have had to look elsewhere..."well, I will see you later, sexy" he said with a smile, ugh, "looking forward to it" 'she' said with a flirty smile. I'm so done. Honestly. She left and he shut the door and turned around, he saw me and his expression completely changed, asshole. I walk over to the sofa, grab my bag, and walk straight past him, didn't even look at him, and walked out the door. That is how you do it. I pulled my phone out of my bag, went to my contacts and called Ross. *riiiing riiing riiiing riiiing riiiing* *this is Ross, sorry I missed your call, just like leave a message or something and I will get back to you* beeee---* I ended it before I could leave a message, why isn't he answering? He said to call him?
---Ross pov---
I see her. Her petite figure in the distance, yes, I did drive over straight after she rang me when she was in the bathroom. I was worried, I wanted to be here straight away if anything happened which, obviously it did, I didn't answer my phone because I'm right behind her...aaand there she is next to my car, she is facing the other way, I don't blame her, what would you do if a car pulled up next to you when you weren't expecting anyone? "Laur!" "Ross? Ross!!" she turned around and her face lit up when she saw me. "Get in laura" she got in the car and clipped in her seatbelt, and I drove off. The car journey was silent, not an awkward I don't know what to say silent, but a silent as if to say 'we will talk when we get back'.
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