A Dance to Forever (series #2)

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"Kamusta naman ang grades mo Allaire? I must say, you are still in the 2nd place! Could you be Ella?!" mom shouted at me while eating breakfast.

Sanay na ako kay mom, she often compare me to Ella. The top one. Well, i don't have a doubt on her, and besides she deserves it.

"Ano?! Titingnan molang ako?! Allaire! Stop your bullshits and shenanigans! This isn't a game anymore! You have to compete and get that 1st place!" she lastly said and left.

I sighed out of frustration, i'm thankful it's saturday today, kung hindi, hindi na ako papasok kung may pasok man. Sino ba naman hindi ma fru-frustate kung may nanay kang pathetic.

Pinagpatuloy ko nalang ang pagkain kahit ang sikip-sikip na ng dibdib ko. Does she even know that her words can affect and hurt me? Oo nga pala, manhid pala sya.

Pagkatapos kung kumain ay tumayo na ako at pumunta sa kwarto ko. Sina manang Joan na ang bahalang magligpit ng pinagkainan namin.

Padapa akong humiga sa kama ko at ibinuhos lahat ng sama nang loob saakin. Humagol ako ng humagol-gol. Wala akong pakealam kung may makakarinig man dun.

Inalala ko ang mga panahong close pa kami ni Ella. Yes, we were once friends. We were super close that even heaven can't break our friendship. But, that was back then.

She was my bestfriend. But when we reach highschool, everything went fall. Our friendship was like the leaves from a tree that fall because of the season.

Our friendship was full of colors, but one day it turned black and white. Everything fell apart. We became rivals because of the school ranking. I must say, she is good than me, she is better than me. In grade 7, hanggang ngayon ay top 1 parin sya. And here I am, still in the second place.

But even i'm just in the second place, I was still proud of myself. Si daddy, sya lang yung proud saakin.

And now, I am a grade 12 student, getting a course of Bachelor in Journalism and Mass Communication or Also known as BJMC

Honestly, i don't like this course, but mom is the leader and the one who controls me. She always control me to what I must like, my outfits, my career, my life, even whom I must love.

Ipu-pursue ko ang BJMC dahil sa utos nya yun. What I really like is, to be simple. I want to build a coffee shop, wellnesses, and etc. I'll do it all when i'm ready and brave to be my true self.