Don't Let Me Go -A Ponyboy Fanfic

Brothers?

London's POV:
What did I just do? I didn't mean it! I have no idea what just happened. And why did I do it? I don't know. Oh my god this is bad. What if Pony finds out? He would break up with me. Oh no. This is bad.
"Was that wrong of us?" Soda asked, worried.
"I think so" I replied quietly.
"We don't tell Pony, okay?" He said.
"I feel kinda guilty" I started to say.
"About what?" he smirked.
"Okay it didn't happen" I said.
"It was good, though." Soda said.
"Soda! It didn't happen. Alright?"
"Okay, okay. Never happened. I'll forget all about it" he said fast.
"Okay good. You wanted to talk? About what?" I tried to go back to normal as hard as I could, but it was such a good kiss. Not better or worse than Pony, just different.
"Us, you and Pony.." he started.
"Listen, Soda. I don't know what we just did and what is going to happen if anyone finds out" I said quickly.
"No one will, okay? I'm not gonna tell a single person, and if you don't, then no one will find out" he said.
"Can we forget about this?" I asked.
"Yeah, let's pretend this didn't happen. Go back to normal right now." He smiled.
"Okay, well I'll see you around. Bye" I waved to him as I started walking away.
"Bye, London"

Soda's POV:
How can I possibly forget what just happened?! It would be impossible. What just happened was amazing, and I don't wanna forget that. I'm not goin' to forget. Ever. Did it mean as much to her as it did to me? I guess not...
I started walkin' home.
I walked through the front door.
"Hey, Soda. Dinners ready" Pony told me.
"You okay?" Darry asked me.
I guess I looked a little nervous and upset.
"Huh? Yeah I'm fine" I said quickly.
---
Dinner was silent.
"So where were you?" Pony asked.
"I was out on a walk. After I was with Two for a little." I said.
"Oh okay. So, Dar?" Pony asked Darry.
"Yeah?"
"I was thinkin, can we have London over for dinner tomorrow night?" he asked.
" 'course. She's always welcome" Darry told him.
Oh shit. Is this gonna be the worst move ever.
"I'm not feelin' so good. I'm gonna go get some sleep" I said gettin' up from the table and walking upstairs.
I passed out on my bed and didn't wake up again till morning.

London's POV:
Did I also have feelings for Soda? I'm dating his brother. This is so wrong. This can't be happening. Am I really choosing between Soda and Pony? Soda is gorgeous, funny, athletic and plenty of other things. Pony is sweet, kind, caring, down to earth. And so many other things I loved. They're so different. How can I choose? They're both such great people. I have to make a decision and it's not going to be easy. I have to talk about it with them.
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My dad came home tonight. And he also brought some news. Bad news...
"Oh come on, sweetheart!" he started to yell.
"We have to go home now. Your aunt passed away and we have no reason to be here anymore." he was sad. I could tell.
"Dad! I can't just leave here now. It's too late. Please don't make me go"
"London, we're going home and you don't have an option. We're leaving by next week. Start packing up your room" he ordered me.
I ran upstairs crying.
First, I got myself into this mess with Soda and Pony. Now, I have to tell everyone I'm leaving forever.
How am I going to tell them?