I can't get out of bed
I can't get out of my head
I tend to keep myself busy with other people's problems just to not think of mine.
It's been like this since the divorce, so why not add something more?
Let me comfort my friends , because I can't comfort myself.
Let me be the "mom" friend I have always been, even when it's for the most unexpected person.
I will always care till the end.
It hurts so much to always give a shit
but hey, I guess it is what it is.
I have exams to pass, assignments to do
I'm zoning out in class, there goes my dwindling attention span.
I'll try to keep myself busy ,
and yet I don't care for myself.
I don't care for my body or health.
Constant headaches and pains,
scrolling mindlessly on my phone,
I recognize these habits.
I know why I always feel so unwell.
Yet I do nothing.
I no longer love myself.
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Unspoken Thoughts I
PoetrySome of these poems are old poems that I had written a long time ago and some are new. I write poems whenever I feel inspired so expect slow updates to this book, however please enjoy! best ratings: #1 thoughts #1 thoughtful
