I'm not a hopeful person
Hope was never there
It wasn't in the cards
It wasn't a fact that I always liked the dark
Making a mark of myself in wrongful decisions
Making excuses
I was abused
Torn and shredded
Chasing down lost dreams
My life isn't always fair
Staring back at the darkness like I'm screaming for air
I shed no tears for my lost hope
I don't know if that why people tell me to try and cope
But if I learned anything this year maybe people aren't to blame
For me going insane
For the damned thing in my life that I just wanted to stay same
