Broken Mate (MM) (COMPLETE)

Chapter Twenty Six

Alexander Williams

Three Months Later

Three months of absolutely bliss. It's been amazing, and all consuming.

I can feel Knox through the bond. It can be confusing, because it can feel like my own feelings, and I can't really handle my own feelings on my own.

Although things have been amazing, I've had a couple bad days during this period, but that's to be expected. That's what Emily says anyway.

I've started helping make meals for the pack too. I help out with breakfast and dinner, it makes me feel like I have some sort of purpose. I've been going to training too. I've been building some muscle. Not anything like Noah or Branson, but some.

My stomach is more toned, which is new.

Knox started working at the high school, a month ago when the school year started. He likes it so far. He gets to work with his sister, who we've been seeing more too. She actually came to a family dinner with her mate and pups. It was really nice to see them all together.

Three months of bliss.

And now i'm staring at a paper, i got from a routine checkup, a paper with my blood results. A paper telling me I'm pregnant.

I didn't know if it was possible for me. I get a blood test monthly. It's ordered by my doctor, they want to watch my levels or some shit. It's taken three months of sex for it to happen. For my dad and brother it was instantly. So I don't know why it took so long for me, but it happened.

I can't tell if panic, or relief is settling in. I don't know if this is what I want, or if I truthfully was expecting it.

I don't know how I feel about it all. But I settled down onto the couch, pulling my knees to my chest and holding the paper in my hands. I reread the word until it sets in, and it doesn't for a while.

Is this something Knox wants? We've talked about it, and he said he wants pups. He's almost 29, so surely he's ready? We are in a good spot, and our relationship is strong. We're strong.

And Branson was 18 when he had the twins. I'll be 19 in a couple months. So much time has passed since Knox and I met. When he found me in my bathroom, bleeding out. I've come a long way since then.

We've come a long way. The door opens, pulling me from my head. I see Knox come in, pulling off his tie as he walks in. He gives me a small smile, and before he can speak i blurt it out.

"I'm pregnant"

He stops in his steps, his smile falling and turning into confusion. His brows crease. I clear my throat, getting to my feet.

"I got my blood test back before I left, and they told me. Said it's way more common nowadays for two guy mates to have a baby. No alpha gene required. Or beta. It's like the moon goddess' way of supporting love is love, and still having us reproduce" all the words fly through me, everything the doctor said coming out.

Knox still hasn't moved, and his face hasn't changed.

"Are you upset?"

"No"

"Why aren't you saying anything then?"

"It's a lot to process, Xan"

"Why did you say it like that?"

"What do you want from me?" he snaps, running his fingers through his hair. "I didn't know this was going to happen. I expected us to never have kids of our own, so sorry if it's taking me a minute to process" he sits down on the couch, running his fingers rapidly through his hair.

I take in the silence, and think of how much he was there for me. How patient and caring he was through everything. So I sat beside him, linking our fingers together. "I'm sorry. I've had a couple hours to process, and didn't think about you needing the same"

He squeezes my fingers, his eyes meeting mine. "I'm not upset. Just shocked" he presses his thigh into mine, and I rest my head on his shoulder. "Oh god twins runs in both our families"

"Actually, no. Twins run in Noah's family, hence the twins. But not in ours. Yours though"

"How far along are you?"

"They don't know that yet. We have to schedule the appointment. They're gonna call sometime this week."

"Okay" he nods. "I need a shower, want to come with me?"

"You sure? I have dinner duty soon anyways. I can give you space"

"I don't want space. Just time to process" he stands, grabbing ahold of my other hand and pulling me to my feet. We silently make our way to the bathroom, stripping out of our clothes. We get under the warm water, and Knox kisses my shoulder wrapping his arms around from behind. He holds me close to his body, placing delicate kisses along my neck and shoulder.

"I never need space from you, you know that right? It's not your fault, we both took part in it. And I'm not mad."

I nod, leaning my head back against his shoulder. "I guess my first thought was you were mad at me-" my breath hitches when I feel Knox's slick wet cock nudge my entrance.

"Keep talking" he murmurs, pushing past the first ring of muscle. We have sex daily, and he doesn't always prep me. I don't think I always need it anyway. I swear my body sucks him right in.

"I just feel like you're always so perfect about everything" a moan pulls from me, as he pushes his way into my body. His hand skates down my stomach, wrapping around my growing length. "Like you were finally gonna be mad at me"

He pushes all the way in, his tip rubbing against my prostate. My eyes fall closed, as he loosely jerks me. "I'm not perfect. I was learning how to go through it all just like you were. I wanted to give you all the respect possible. And be thoughtful of your feelings. That's all"

He sucks on my exposed skin, tightening his hand around me as he pulls out, pushing back in. Another moan flows through me, as my hips push back, following his cock. "Do we need to talk more about this?" Knox murmurs in my ear, thrusting roughly into me.

"N-no" i shake my head, fucking myself back on him. "Need more. Need harder "I gasp, and he grabs ahold of my shoulder with his free hand, slamming into me harder than before. "Yes- fuck" my eyes roll, as he fucks me with purpose.

It feels so fucking good. So addicting. I can feel Knox's pleasure mixed with my own, and it sends me higher and higher by the minute.

"I can feel you, angel," he murmurs in my ear, thrusting harder, faster. Nailing my prostate with each stroke. "You're close" he squeezes me in his hand, stroking me faster. In times with his thrusts, which send me over.

I cry out, my eyes squeezing shut as cum spurts from my body. After a couple more thrusts, Knox is cumming, moaning my name and dirty words throughout his climax. He always tells me how good I do, and I can feel how honest he's being. I can feel him.

"I love you" I murmur, as he slides out of me, washing the cum from our bodies.

"I love you too, angel" Knox kisses my head, my cheeks, and my nose. Then finally my lips. A soft gentle kiss. 

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Lottttsss of smut. They're relationship has been growing so much. I have some more ideas, but the book will be coming to an end soon. Thoughts? Check out my patreon for the finished story!