Broken Mate (MM) (COMPLETE)

Chapter Sixteen

Alexander Williams

So we're all gay.

I've been laughing about it all week. Layla's mate has been staying with us, and she hasn't gotten to see me lose my shit, but she sees my codepency with Knox, which bothers me.

But she'll be family, so I need to get over it. Knox is currently cuddled up behind me, and I've been staring at the wall for...

45 minutes. Wow, I get lost in my head a lot. One thought spirals to another, and another.

I can proudly say, I can take an entire shower alone. Which feels amazing. Knox is being extra quiet with me though, and I wonder what's on his mind. But he doesn't want to talk about it right now.

His arms tighten around me, as he starts to stir from his sleep. His lips ghost over my head, and he buries his face into it. "Vanilla" he murmurs into my hair, making me laugh. Twisting in his arms, so we're face to face. He has this sexy sleepy look going. His dark hair sprayed out all over, and his pupils are wide, eyes wild.

Knox during the day, sexy as fuck. Knox when he first wakes up? Good goddess is he fine. "What's that look for?" his deep voice rumbles, as he scoots closer. I cling to him a lot, but he hasn't complained. I think he enjoys it, actually.

"Just thinking how sexy you are" I murmured, a flush creeping up my neck.

"How sexy I am, huh?" he asks, his hand moving down to behind my thigh, gripping me and swinging my leg over as he moves to his back. I squeak, landing on top of him. "What about how sexy you are?" he runs his hands up my thighs, to my hips gripping me tightly.

"When are we gonna take the next step?" I practically whine, moving my hips against his, grinding down into him.

"You want too?" he asks, slightly breathless. I nod, leaning down and taking him in a soft kiss. His tongue peaks out, and mine comes out too. They rub together, making blood flow to my cock. Every kiss feels so good.

I keep my grinding, although it falters slightly. His hands on my hips keep me going, as he practically shoves his tongue down my throat. A moan slips from me, and his lips travel from mine, to my throat.

He kisses over my pulse point, and then his canines are nipping at my neck. "Oh fuck" i gasp, my hips moving slightly quicker.

Knox is flipping us, my back hitting the bed as he settles between my legs. His fingers run through my hair, going down to the back of my head. Then he tightens his grip, yanking my head back to expose more of my neck. A pathetic cry leaves me, as my hips gut up. "Please please please"

"Please what, angel?" he asks, his canines scraping against my neck. His hand in my hair tightens, holding my head back in a firm grip. His hips are pushing down into mine, creating such good friction.

"Feels so good" I moan, my eyes fluttering shut. I swear theyre gonna roll right out of my fucking head. Everything feels so heighted with him.

"You taste so good baby" he says, sucking my skin into his mouth. He's definitely marking me again. He does that a lot.

"Kn-knox i think-" i can't get my words out without moaning. The tight grip in my hair, the sucking and scraping on my neck, the grinding. It's all overloading my senses and I think I'm gonna cum.

"You gonna cum for me, angel?" he says, his breath hitting my ear. My body shudders.

Knox's free hand slips down, pulling my leg around his waist. It's a better angel, the friction of my sweats again my cock is pushing me so so close.

"Yes" I cry out, when his teeth sink in slightly. Not enough to mark, but enough to break skin.

"Show me how good of a boy you can be, Xan. Cum for me" his words are dark, lust filled and sexy as hell. My head tries to tilt back further, but his tight grip doesn't budge. Another thrust, and sinking of teeth and im shoved over the fucking edge, a cry, and a moan mixed together comes out of me.

My hips stutter, and my eyes squeeze tightly as I pant through my orgasm.

My first one, ever.

My body is on fire, and my cock is throbbing. My heart feels like it's going to beat out of my chest. "Such a good boy" Knox murmurs, as he slows to a stop, releasing his grip on my hair. He places gentle kisses along my neck, my jaw, then my lips.

"You did so good, angel," he says, pulling away from me. I whine, my other leg wrapping around him to keep him close to me. "Gotta get cleaned up angel" he purrs, running his fingers through my hair.

"Did you?" I whisper, my eyes flickering between his gray ones. He nods, a slight flush coating his face.

"Been a while since i've, uh, done anything"

"I've never done anything" I whisper, like if I talk too loud it'll offend someone.

"I know, can we get you cleaned up? Dried cum isn't sexy" he gives me a playful smile, and i relax in his arms.

"Yeah"

—-

"Your school called" Dad says, cleaning off the counter from breakfast. "They're worried about you"

"I don't want to go back" I cross my arms, leaning back in my seat. "I don't think i should, honestly"

"I agree, but I think you need some sort of education. Maybe we can talk to Noah about some sort of online schooling or something? Or maybe taking the GED?" Dad goes on, crossing his own arms over his chest as he leans into the counter.

"I could try and take the GED. I think I'd pass it "I nod, "Can I try that and see?"

"Yeah babe." Dad says, eying me. Pops comes in, his eyes roaming dad before he pulls him into his arms. He kisses him, then he leans against the counter beside him.

"Hey kid!" Pops smiles, glancing around. Probably looking for Knox, who's in the shower. I did get him to talk some, and he says he misses his sister. So we're going to her house to visit.

"Hey pops"

"How are you feeling?" he asks, his eyes roaming me, making sure I'm in one piece.

"Okay, i guess" i nod, "Think the meds are helping"

"I'm so happy to hear that kiddo. You deserve to feel good, like everyone else. How's therapy going?"

"Good '' I nod again, "I like it, it definately helps me. It keeps me grounded"

"I think everyone would benefit from therapy" Pops says, going to the fridge and grabbing a water.

"I think so too"

"Hey" Callie comes into the kitchen, a small smile on her face. She also goes to the fridge, getting water.

"Hey honey" Dad says, in his welcoming voice.

"Layla's just showering," she smiles.

Oh no.

"Knox is in the shower" i push up from my seat and-

"OH MY GODDESS" Layla's voice is loud, like she got spooked. She shrieks, and pops starts laughing. Dad hits him, and Callie's eyes widen.

"Oh no. No no no" Layla's voice comes running downstairs, and she storms into the kitchen. "I just saw A LOT of Knox" she shrieks, wrapping her arms around herself. She's a bit dramatic.

"You have two brothers, you'd think you'd be okay with seeing a little naked men" Pops teases, and Layla narrows her eyes at him.

"He didn't lock the door!"

"It's in case Xan needs it" Knox huffs, crossing his arms over his chest. "You didn't knock, either"

"Maybe we should move to the pack house" I joke, and Knox straightens- does he want that? My brows crease. Do I want that?

A/N

Awwwwwww. Knox being Xan's first anything makes my heart so full. He's my baby :(

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