rough childhood.

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lately ive been missing my mom more than usual, knowing that im at a stage in my life where she once was too makes me feel some type of comfort but i still wish i'd have her around

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lately ive been missing my mom more than usual, knowing that im at a stage in my life where she once was too makes me feel some type of comfort but i still wish i'd have her around

i want someone who can give me advices and can guide me rightly throughout this, my obstetrician isn't enough, yes she is a woman but i have no idea who she is as a person. i need someone who i trust to help me out with all this because i can't handle it all by myself

leo may be supportive but he's still a man, he doesn't know all those complications going on in a woman's head, he is helpful a lot, but on matters that only women can understand he isn't the best

'ms watson, is there anything you want to say?' mr armstrong asked and suddenly i remember that im in class and ive been daydreaming for the whole time here

'no, not really' i replied quietly and he seemed to understand my tiring expression, i woke up 3 times yesterday night to take out all types of food i had eaten in the toilet, after one point sleep just couldn't help anymore so i stayed awake all night

i can't even speak without feeling the will to vomit, it's been torturing me.

when finally the bell rang i was the last one to leave, i realised rushing makes me dizzy so i took my time to get up, leo as always is at the door waiting for me, we had different classes but he still came to get me

'hi' i muttered with a small smile

'hi love' he had one arm around my shoulder and we walked to god knows where

'want to eat?' he asked gently and i immediately shook my head

'oh is my girl upsetting you?' he teased and i gave out a light laugh

'yes and a lot'

'then let's go out you need fresh air'

'leo' i sighed 'don't you wanna go sit with your friends for a moment? all week that we've returned to school you've been babysitting me'

i feel guilty to have drawn him away from his friends, he's been all around me, asking me if im thirsty, if im dizzy, if i wanna sit down. i love how he cares but it's also a bit tiring, im pregnant not sick.

'what? am i tiring you out?' he suddenly asks, i can hear how bad he feels by the sound of his voice and god im so stupid

'no no! you've been perfect to me, baby. i just wanna make sure you get your time too, you can't just always make sure im okay without having a time for yourself first'

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