lately ive been missing my mom more than usual, knowing that im at a stage in my life where she once was too makes me feel some type of comfort but i still wish i'd have her around
i want someone who can give me advices and can guide me rightly throughout this, my obstetrician isn't enough, yes she is a woman but i have no idea who she is as a person. i need someone who i trust to help me out with all this because i can't handle it all by myself
leo may be supportive but he's still a man, he doesn't know all those complications going on in a woman's head, he is helpful a lot, but on matters that only women can understand he isn't the best
'ms watson, is there anything you want to say?' mr armstrong asked and suddenly i remember that im in class and ive been daydreaming for the whole time here
'no, not really' i replied quietly and he seemed to understand my tiring expression, i woke up 3 times yesterday night to take out all types of food i had eaten in the toilet, after one point sleep just couldn't help anymore so i stayed awake all night
i can't even speak without feeling the will to vomit, it's been torturing me.
when finally the bell rang i was the last one to leave, i realised rushing makes me dizzy so i took my time to get up, leo as always is at the door waiting for me, we had different classes but he still came to get me
'hi' i muttered with a small smile
'hi love' he had one arm around my shoulder and we walked to god knows where
'want to eat?' he asked gently and i immediately shook my head
'oh is my girl upsetting you?' he teased and i gave out a light laugh
'yes and a lot'
'then let's go out you need fresh air'
'leo' i sighed 'don't you wanna go sit with your friends for a moment? all week that we've returned to school you've been babysitting me'
i feel guilty to have drawn him away from his friends, he's been all around me, asking me if im thirsty, if im dizzy, if i wanna sit down. i love how he cares but it's also a bit tiring, im pregnant not sick.
'what? am i tiring you out?' he suddenly asks, i can hear how bad he feels by the sound of his voice and god im so stupid
'no no! you've been perfect to me, baby. i just wanna make sure you get your time too, you can't just always make sure im okay without having a time for yourself first'
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Romance"look at me when i fuck you" he whispered in my ear and grabbed my chin making me look up to his hazel eyes "next time someone tries to flirt with you, won't have eyes to see your beautiful face again, amore" a low moan escaped my mouth "say it to...