being in love is completely different than loving someone, when you're in love everything is at the moment, you don't know if you'll wake up tomorrow and still have those feelings for them, it's something that you live with
when you love someone it's so much deeper, your feelings won't fade no matter how much time passes, they're automatically a part of your heart and it's something that you're carrying for your whole life
love doesn't fade
excitement does.it's leo's birthday and lately i've been avoiding him, after what he had told me that night 2 weeks ago i haven't slept good or eaten nicely since
we speak through the phone but that's just it, and we don't tell anything important just random things, i can hear it from his voice every time we talk how sad he is and my heart is breaking
it's not that im sad about what he had told me, it's just that i wasn't sure if i felt the same and i didn't wanna hurt him
i would be a bitch if i avoided him the day of his birthday so i got him a present and made some plans with him for today, he's picking me up in a short while and i need to get ready
i didn't plan anything fancy or luxury, just a simple date for us and then we can spent time with our loved ones or even have a party, his choice.
after taking a shower this morning i started getting ready early this afternoon, i decided on a white comfy dress that has its back open, it's really simple but perfect for this date
some earrings and bracelets for jewellery including leo's christmas gift
my present isn't exactly something you can hold, but it's a really heart tightening gift that i knew the moment i got it, it was right.
i gathered my stuff in my beach bag, which were my instax camera and different kind of snacks and drinks for us
my phone buzzed, he messaged me that he's out in the car so i stormed off the room quickly, nobody was home so i didn't have people on my way out
there he was, god it's been 2 weeks since i last felt his skin, or even heard his voice from this close i feel so disappointed in myself, isn't he all i ever wanted?
'hi' he muttered calmly
'hi' i answered in the same tone
'happy birthday' i said sweetly and he nodded with a small smile
'thank you amore'
i then leaned in and kissed his cheek softly, and he smiled at the touch of my lips with his skin
'so where are we going?'
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