his guilty pleasure

rainbow.

the next morning is quickly here, my mind is still a mess, leo did not sleep here, he slept on the couch

he's the first thing i saw when i tried to grab a glass of water earlier

he's sleeping, lightly and calmly

it somehow frustrates me a lot, after everything that happened he managed to get a calm sleep while i suffered alone the whole night

god im getting mad only at thinking yesterday's events

i really want someone to talk to

and i know someone that would drop everything and come find me the moment i call out for them

so i quickly change into proper clothes and leave the apartment

i decide that i want to drive myself today so i get in my car that i haven't used in a while

when im on the streets, i can see how everyone's started their morning, each one with a different routine

mine starts at the allice's cafe, nearby

'good morning my darling' is the first thing miranda says once she sees me

she has already ordered her coffee while waiting for me

she hugs me, tightly and lovingly

'good morning' i say, a small smile on my lips

we both sit down, miranda orders a fresh glass of juice for me which i thank her for

'im so happy you called' she says 'i thought you wouldn't wanna see me again' my heart breaks at the way she thinks

'of course not, you didn't do anything wrong don't worry' i assure her 'i just needed someone to talk to'

'im glad to know that you think of me as someone worth knowing things like this, darling'

she holds my hand on hers

'how...is he?'

she's dead silent

'miserable' is the only thing she answers

'do you think he'll ever accept it?'

'i do, he needs time though'

i sigh, how i wish dad would react better, now it all would be different

im trying so hard not to break down