TERE AA JANE SE

Ch 51 Diary !

Ahil panicked due to Hiya's sudden reaction. He took her in his arms and asked in a nervous tone, "What happened Hiya?"

"Nothing...nothing happened." She replied while composing herself and wiped the sweat from her forehead.

But Ahil understood from her behaviour that there is something that Hiya is hiding from him.

Then he remembered that she often writes something in her diary before going to sleep at night, but he had not seen her writing in her diary for a few days.

He thought to himself, "Maybe you have written all the pages of your life in that diary?"

Seeing Ahil lost in his thoughts, Hiya immediately separated from him and said, "Shall we both go to the office now?"

"Yes...yes, come, I will drop you to the studio." He immediately replied and came down holding her hand.

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He dropped her at the studio and then headed back towards his mansion.

The maid was surprised to see him at home, she asked him, "Sir! You came so early?"

"Yes, an important file was left behind, I have come to get that." He replied to her while climbing the stairs quickly.

Then he quickly came to his room.

After looking in the cupboard for a long time, he found that the diary was hidden under Hiya's clothes.

It was a beautiful black colored diary on the first page of which was written in pearl like letters.

This diary belongs to Hiya Dayal, please don't read it...!

Ahil knew that he was doing wrong, but there were many things about Hiya that Ahil did not know. And being a husband, he should know everything about her. He really wanted to know everything about Hiya. He took her diary and went straight to his office.

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After reaching office, Ahil left all his work and started reading her diary. It had a cute photo of Hiya, which looked like it was from her college days. She was wearing a white top and a black long skirt.

She also had a brown guitar in her hand, looking at it, it looked like she was playing the guitar and someone had clicked a random picture of her during this time. There was no doubt that she looked like the modern queen of her time. Ahil smiled and ran his hand over her photo and then turned the next page.

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I have never been interested in writing diary. Actually I was interested in music. Yes, I was! But not anymore, because after suffering so much pain in my life, I don't like anything anymore. This pain has been given to me not by anyone else but by my own love. I still curse the day when I accepted Utkarsh's proposal.

I remember the day when it was my first day in college, so I was very excited. I had been waiting for this moment for so long, finally this day had also come.

I got ready early in the morning and came down to the breakfast table. My dad who loved me a lot.

And because of him I was able to go to college that day, because my brother and sister in law did not want me to study further at all.

While leaving, my dad hugged me and said, "Hiya, you will not do anything in college for which we have to be ashamed."

I hugged my so cold daddy and said cheerfully, “Daddy, I Hiya Dayal promise you that I will never do anything that will embarrass you.

After hugging my parents, I picked up a parantha, rolled it and came out while eating it. Soumya was my best friend. We both studied in the same school and our college was also the same. It was our first day of college and on top of that we were late.

In a hurry, we both could not find a seat, so we were forced to sit on separate seats.

Soumya sat next to Neel and I was not getting a seat. Suddenly my eyes fell on the boy who was sitting all alone. I went and sat next to him.

After that, for the first few days we did not talk to each other, but a day came when he suddenly expressed his love for me.

My friends Soumya and Neel did not want me to accept Utkarsh's proposal. They both got angry with me but with time I convinced them.

There came a day in my life when I was so crazy in love with Utkarsh that I could not see anything else except him. Alas, it was not love but deception with me. He was not a human being but a psycho. This was the same love because of which I left my parents.

After marrying him, I came to know what fear is. He was actually not a human being but a monster.

All the qualities that I had seen in Utkarsh were just a sham. My pain was increasing day by day. I lived like a prisoner without any fault.

In the meanwhile, I had not seen the rising sun for 3 months.

I could not tell when it was day and when it was night. He gave me pain in many ways which are still on my body as wounds.

Sometimes he would not give me water for 2 days, sometimes he would beat me with a belt, sometimes the pain would be unbearable.

When he did not get relief from all this, he would tie me up tightly and force himself on me. My screams were suppressed somewhere in that closed room, I had become used to it, my own husband kept raping me every day.

But he did not have mercy on my sobs. And then one day I ran away from the clutches of my love. I was just running on the streets like a mad person.  And then I met a person with whom after spending some time, only one voice came from my heart and that was 'Why didn't we meet earlier?'

While reading Hiya's diary, Ahil's eyes had become moist, his courage had now failed. So he closed her diary and kept it on the side table. But he was also happy to know that the way Ahil's heart beat after seeing her for the first time, the same movement had happened in Hiya's heart too.