The Hidden Pain

13. Attention seeker

Bella's POV

So that's how we met again. He taught me so many self defense tricks. Daily after school I went to his place and one day I saw the assassin thing there. I want to do it and convincing him was the toughest part. He was not agreeing, he was saying things like its dangerous, its not good for me, I will be not able to live like a normal kid ever and so many more things. I try all things like legit all things but he was not ready. So at last I use my most powerful weapon - puppy dog eyes plus emotional black mailing, still he was not convinced. convincing him was so hard but in the end somehow I convinced him, it took a lot of struggle.

And ya when after a whole day I went back to Thomas I swear to god I get the worst beating of my life. Now I am the world's no 1 assassin named Black Flower and our group consisting of me and two more people are called "Deadly Triplets". We are the most feared group, mafia's are also afraid of us. Now we work for the Spanish Mafia. Alessandro is a father figure to me not only father he was and still is my mother, my brother and my best friend whenever I needed him.

"Amar (love) c'mon let's go" he said breaking the trail of my thoughts. Ally let's go to the mall I want to spend more time with you I said.

"Okay querida" (darling) he said. Gosh how much I loved it when he call me with these nicknames. He always makes me feel special. Like I deserve the whole world.

I spent my whole day doing shopping for myself and him. I select a lot of clothes for him because he always wear suits and shit. After that we went to games zone and play a dozen of games and lastly we went to McD. The time we finished it was pretty late. Ally drop me outside the mansion. I went inside and saw all my brothers sitting in the hall with their hands folded till their chest.

"Where the hell were you?" Luca asked. "We all were worried about you" Leo said. Worried my foot huh.

"I don't have the whole night to stand here and wait for you to answer" Xander said. Dude wtf is his problem he always pissed me off. How badly I am trying to control myself to not to punch him.

Did I ask you to stand here and wait for me? I said and rolled my eyes. "Drop that attitude of yours right now, don't forget he is your older brother respect him" Alex said while intimidating me. I swear to god, right now if instead of me someone else was here in my place, he/she would have peed in their pants by now and if I was not trained, I too would have been in the same situation. But right now am I scared ?. Nope not even a bit. In return I also glared at him with the same intensity. To which I say he was amused will be an understatement but he quickly hid it like he have never showed but but I was quick enough to catch it.

Firstly I don't consider him as my brother not only him none of you guys are my brothers and secondly if he or any of you will respect me I will respect you back. People respect you out of the fear but in my case. I am not afraid of any of you guys and thirdly I am not answerable to you I said and starting walking towards my room. I halted my step after listening to Leo's voice saying "you could call or text us that you are fine and will be late we all were worried about you".

Last time I remember someone took my phone away from me because I took a stand for myself and no need to worried about me I am capable of taking care of myself I said and with that I went in my room and laid only bed. I was out like a light.

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Next morning ~