People Who Look Down On Me Fall In Love With Me [Quick Wear]

3.17 - ...

　　Jiang Xu never believed in love, nor did he believe in forever.

　　Although he himself has no memories, based on his original experience, even the mother who gave birth to him and raised him was so unkind to him, what kind of relationship can he expect to last?

　　He has always firmly believed that the only person he can rely on and trust in this world is himself.

　　Therefore, no matter how well Xie Xuyang treated him and how much he loved him, Jiang Xu always believed in his heart that this relationship was fragile and could not last long.

　　But even though he didn't believe it could last long, Jiang Xu still conflictingly missed the warmth Xie Xuyang gave him and the feeling of being with Xie Xuyang.

　　Xie Xuyang is a person who is very good at making people happy. His brows seem to be always filled with sunshine and warmth, and are not covered by haze. When Jiang Xu is with him, as long as he does not recall his own troubles and pains, he will be infected by his happiness and sunshine and live a very happy life.

　　Even though he didn't know how long it would last, for the sake of this present happiness... even someone as calm and sober as Jiang Xu would still be willing to indulge in it...

　　Drink while you can and enjoy life while you can.

　　Although Xie Xuyang had never experienced Jiang Xu's hardship, he was a considerate person. He estimated that Jiang Xu might not have enough living expenses, so he asked carefully and in a roundabout way: "Do you have enough living expenses? If not, you can take it from me first..."

　　Although he was the one who wanted to borrow money, his attitude was even more cautious than Jiang Xu's, and he was always pitifully defending Jiang Xu's sensitive self-esteem.

　　Jiang Xu always felt that he could keenly perceive and protect his pathetic and fragile self-esteem.

　　This is rare, and always makes Jiang Xu feel warm in his heart...

　　"No need. I've been doing experiments with the professor recently, and the experimental subsidies and scholarships I have are sufficient." But Jiang Xu still shook his head.

　　He thought for a moment and then said, "Starting from next month, I will start to share your water, electricity, gas, groceries and other living expenses with you, half each."

　　He has always been an independent and proud person. Even if he was with Xie Xuyang, he had no intention of taking advantage of Xie Xuyang...

　　Jiang Xu never planned to rely on one person for a long time. He only wanted to rely on himself. Even though there was a huge gap between them at the moment, he tried his best to maintain an equal and independent relationship with his lover.

　　"But, I'm your boyfriend, isn't it normal for you to spend my money? If you still mind, we can do the same as before..." Xie Xuyang frowned slightly, but he didn't want Jiang Xu to be so clear with him, nor did he want to see Jiang Xu having such a hard time.

　　He knew very well that the fact that he calculated it so clearly meant that even if their bodies were close, he was not close to Jiang Xu's heart...

　　Jiang Xu still firmly declined his excessive help: "Now even you are still a student spending your family's money. When you really earn money and have your own money, we can discuss this issue again. Besides, I am not tired and very happy doing experiments with the professor now, so I don't plan to do any part-time job anymore."

　　He was always unwilling to accept excessive favors from others.

　　This would be the case even if he and Xie Xuyang already had this kind of relationship.