Dear reader,
Um hello, I don't know if anybody is still here or not. It's been four years since I've touched this account, let alone even thought about writing. You probably have seen, but if you haven't, the last thing I've stated on this app was that I wasn't doing well mentally. I can't lie and say I'm fine because I'm not- but because of my mental health the past four years, I've lost my spark for writing. My motivation.
When I started this account seven years ago in January of 2017, making me fourteen at the time, I used this app to cope- I'd spend hours on this app, and it genuinely made me happy. I'd sit up all night reading and writing whatever I could to chase that missing serotonin. My time on this app, I was the happiest I ever was but sadly, happiest doesn't stay. In 2020, as I said I lost all motivation to write. It became something I dreaded, something I didn't have the energy to do.
Now, at the old age of twenty two, I am in really bad shape once again but this time I want to chase that sense of nostalgia. I want to be happy again and the only way I can think of doing so is by getting myself back on this app.
You probably didn't notice the covers change but they did, that's also not the only thing that will change.
Being that all of this stuff was written between the ages of fourteen-eighteen, I am going to be rewriting all of my books. My way of writing has changed heavily, for the better, and I want to be able to get these old ass fanfics a refresh. Hopefully get a new audience- speaking of which, thank you for reading this book. Over the past four years I've had many people reach out and I'm sorry that you had to stumble upon my work during the little hiatus I've had.
You'll be seeing a lot more of me, rather that be new fics or just me republishing old ones- I'm here to stay and I hope all of you are too, if anyone is even here that is lol.
Cat
P.S. I have a linktree in by bio with all my socials if you'd like to be updated or of you need to contact me
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Jealousy // Joshler (completed)
Fanfiction"I hope that your jealousy and guilt eat at you until you rot." What happens when a dare turns into a bet, and a bet turns into... Well a bet is just a bet right? Fem!Tyler Jock!Josh
