I Kind Of Like Him

He fell in love

(I am... bewildered.) The voice of Zhehan echoes through Gong Jun's head. It's almost four weeks since then... He can normally talk to him but not anymore after that night The only thing he hears from the guy is "ahh" and "umm" he almost doubted if the person on the other side was still a human with bones and a flesh.

"Bewildered? Bewildered by what?" He asked on his thought right now his head was flooding with questions of what could possibly be the other guys thinking saying those words the guy changed after that. It doesn't make too much sense but he can't help thinking about it because no matter what on the haunted house it is the only thing he can count on was the voice of that man.

It's the only one that guides him through the dark filled mansion. If all of a sudden. That voice vanished. What can he possibly do? Where can he possibly go?.

"From the months of living here is there still something that'll surprised him?" He asked on his thought pondering those confusing Zhehan's last sentences.

On Zhehan's voice it is evident that his indeed thinking of something. Hence wonder what could that be? treasure within the sea of stones or one stone in a sea treasure,was it hope it calamity Gong Jun didn't know.

"Wait? Does he found the exit and left me? Or he suddenly have some female ghost friend living here?" He asked. " But if he found it the way out why stay for four long week? But if his indeed found some...

"He only says bewildered! How am I supposed to know!?" He exclaimed in his thought.

Rightnow, He was exploring the whole mansion Hovering all his emotions for a moment,. He don't know but somehow he felts something rising inside him. It lingers inside like stupid something living inside him wanting to break free. Perhaps it's an anger of being ignore or annoyance on something he couldn't justify.

Right after he got here Zhehan had became his companion, a guide and a friend, yet after that night. 4 week's after he said his bewildered all was changed. He don't like that?

" Does he mad of me waking him up that night in the middle of chaos and hold a grudge on me that badly?" He asked on himself.

Ahhh!!! What kind of bullsh*t am thinking ! There's something wrong with me!!!.Why is my head full of him?! He exclaimed on his thought.

"Die you bastard!!!" He speaks unconsciously out loud. After a moment of complaining through his thought he realizes that some of his words are burst out loud. He immediately keep his mouth shut and wait for Zhehan voice to appear. from that guy's personality when he did something as funny as this that guy would certainly laugh at him. But to his surprise. No voice appeared, no words came out the whole place is covered of the mount of silence.

Gong Jun fell confused. Did the guy really is dead? "Zi Shu? Zi Shu?..." He called. nervousness are pilling out inside him. 

"Zhou Zi Shu! Are you still there?!" He shouted.

All of a sudden he feels changes of the temperature on the place he was in as he grappled in fear his clock suddenly fall from his left hand to the ground picking it up he accidentally notices the time. On there written is 7: 00 he started walking through the whole mansion within almost just 8:00 and it's still morning,

"Don't tell me wandering around at this place can consumed time this fast?"

It just like eating without chewing like he just swallowed time.

"No. Impossible." He whispered sitting on a wide emptied area of a dark haunted house.

"How...how can time be so fast, Zi Shu where are you?" He muttered distress and nervous of every words he speaks.

On the other part of the nice mansion. Contemplating his own upbringing. Zhehan questioned himself from top to bottom on what peculiarity had his free pathetic life had in store for him.

Does seeing a childlike personality brat can affect him this much?!

On that night, the unexpected scenario happened again. He saw the man at the other side, hiding it's face. A vivid image of that childlike man was carved inside him

The feelings surged unexpectedly. Slowly walking towards the man the clear view of him, back then was giving him a mount of mess that his becoming crazy of it.

Back then he was unable to see the whole face of the man. He covered for assurance. He didn't know him. He only seen half of his face but he markably remembered those half that he'd able to see back then,

After that time the vivid image of that man never leaves him. Time passes and the strange occurrence happened again the chance to see the unexpected visitor face finally came again.

There's no wrong about peeking on a man's appearance aren't it?

Starting from first step nervousness was all over him every step is a rising heartbeat. It was going through that way until he stop midway standing 10 steps far from Gong Jun.

Staring at the guy from way there. He smiled a little. The guy was just like a child afraid of everything. He continues to step while a strange heartbeats drumming in his chest. However, 3 steps ahead before he reach his destination he felt that a sudden soarness. His whole body are numb.

"I'm fading?...." He asked himself.

Pondering to every event He then realized. The occurrence only resides if their eyes are close but it will eventually last if one of them are open.

"What the h*ck is this kind of logic!?' he exclaimed through himself.

Knowing this, He shifted his gaze from his vanishing body to the guy that almost shivering in fear infront of him. He just can't ignore him. At first he think of going with the flow. However, he can't. More than just feeling extreme emphaty and guilt his heart also weigh heavily. Wanting to be pulled to the direction of the man.

He closes his eyes, and reached for Gong Jun. He sang a song to ease it's fear.The night passes but the feelings inside him never fade, and now it's getting worst. His being pulled into the force he didn't know but couldn't ignore. Even in such in a mere soft sound of Gong Jun's voice. He's no escape from that prison he had.

His chained up. The chain he couldn't break free or maybe he can't dare to try.

Within the eerie confines of the haunted house, a whirlwind of emotions swept through him. Heart raced with a mix of excitement and trepidation, unsure of the depths of his feelings but unable to deny the magnetic pull towards Gong Jun.

Just in mere childish voices of Gong Jun gives Zhehan a sense of calmness and a complete solace that he had never experienced before.

His heart fluttered at the every moment He imagined the guy was right infront of him even though they're far apart.

"So far, So near..." He whispered.

At the depths of his heart, answered a deep understanding. The fact that he felts such ways is only means one single thing.

He fell in love.