"Seriously? Why the hell do you say that I love that monster!." The girl stated. She facepalm herself before continuing
"You're the one who's got a problem and now I have mine. Think! Who in this whole wide world would be the Lucas will use to face father, do you think of my consequences father get mad when lied at. And I don't love that freak and never he is with me.
"Just drag Lucas to see father," Gong Jun answered not caring whatsoever
Ah, and what? Should I say Hey, dude my father wants to see you because I told him I like you? Save me some face will you?"
"Alright alright stop, it can be fixed I promise." Gong Jun stared calming the girl.
"Tell what the heck happened that you needed to drag me on this..." the girl spoke but was cut off when Gong Jun suddenly speaks.
"I.... love someone...." he paused before continuing. "Zhang Zhehan."
In the stroke of that moment in one single sentece The girl freezes miserably dumbfounded on the spot.
" Zhang.... Zhehan?" The girl said eyes looking downard from the shock.
It was a little silence before Gong Jun spoke again. "He is a danger, Amidst anything, I know he is.
Hence, I couldn't accept it? For me he is a danger I'm willing to take and a mistake I'm willing to make. Am I wrong?" He said looking directly to the girl.
The girl facepalm herself closing her eyes not knowing how to answer such question. "Just say you lost your mind. You're too much in love that I hear the worst words that I heard for all my life." The woman whispered.
"However, these words has been spoken but the pain are still there knowing the hope will never seen since the line has been made." He continues
"These words are all my thoughts and will ever be in me forever. However, if it has still hope I wish to still somehow believe like in that mansion exist tomorrow.
I want to say and make him feel that I love him but now all I can do is act on the opposite.
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"How can I missed something this beautiful." said Gong Jun while sitting at his office
"I've never take anything seriously and so I never got to this office often this place is sound so strange," Gong Jun said in his thought forcing to push away the presence of the Zhehan in his mind.
To be honest, he really does feel extremely weird he knows the place is his very well keep office but it isn't quite feel comfortable. "Xiao's haunted Mansion was way more lively." He muttered.
Well, the olace more comfortable to him now, the place where those ghost lies and the place where the memories of a certain someone lies.
"Why it had to be this way? If I ever got a choice, I'll choose to stay." He whispered sighing from what had transpired in his quite entertaining life
It was at that moment when the door opened suddenly. Vomiting the two strangers infront of him.
One is wearing the same necklace as Gong Jun identified as the key object to know you are a Gong's and one is the ring, only thing that describes you are Zhang's.
At that moment in a dimly lit office, the air crackled while tension are keep rising up Gong Jun who's eyes widened frozen fixated on the other one mutters a word.
"Zhehan?" He asked tears forming in his eyes. He pressed his hand to the desk while still looking to the guy wanting to hold back all the tears that threatens to fall down.
It took a thousand minutes before he can speak again.
"So your Zhehan, What are you doing here" he said sternly.
"Do you... have anything to do with me?" He continued.
On such words Zhehan suddenly feel his knees weakens eyes are borrowed down while tears are already betray to fall from his eyes. "What are you saying?" He said humbly asking questioning the behavior of the man he loves.
"Your hell know what it was!" Gong Jun exclaimed.
He asked with a glint of defiance in his eyes,
"Why did you have to lie over that right at the very beggining? Do you know it
was me?!" questioning the other his loyalty and true intentions.
"Do you think I want this to happen? Nor I have other motives?" Zhehan asked.
Gong Jun retract tears are flowing down from his eyes. His face is filled with pain while words are still remain unspoken. Each question asked and accusation hurled was a dagger aimed at the his heart he don't want to say it. But why does he have to be Zhang and heir that is.
"Do you have? Do you?!"
He exclaimed demanding answers to the secrets that had been kept hidden on him doubting the authenticity of the love that had once burned bright between them.
In response, Zhehan's spoke his voice was laced with hurt and anger as he defended his side
"It isn't what you think it is, I also have no idea, I don't know, I don't understand. This isn't I..."
"Is that word a valid reason?" Gong Jun spoke sarcastically towards the guy.
"I-I have never ever see your face, I have never intended anything... I...i also lost." Zhehan stated.
"It isn't the problem! it's...." said Gong Jun but cut off suddenly realizing something within himself.
That's right Zhehan lied to him, however he is also lied to Zhehan and it was for a reason, he didn't know how good it was for Zhehan hence he knows the faults isn't only just on one.
" I don't know whats your intention but I also made a mistake, to this conversation ends here. Treat everything as a h*,ll of a mistake or a cruel nightmare but atleast it's not true, and never be possible. " Gong Jun states.
"How can I treat my ethereal dream a nightmare? Teach me to do that." Zhehan answered his eyes are red and pain and misery of love that had lost are evident in his eyes.
"In that mansion all I can think is you, in this outside all I can think is you, I can't forget you no matter how long I'm living here, no matter how hard I try it'd always you it'd been 3 months and I say I have reached my limit. Do teach me how to forget.
Because I want to forget. But I just can't
I know the name I had told you is a lie and everything in that Xiao's mansion is an illusion but my feelings are my feelings my honor and my name.
Zhehan refused to be painted as a traitor, his pride and feelings on the line as he struggled to prove the depth of his devotion.
Do you really think I believe that? Gong Jun said sternly.
"So...are you giving up on us?"
Zhehan had asked. His voice laced with pain and sadness. He didn't want it to end. And if the answer wasn't what he expected he wants it not to be said. It's better to remain silent and accept rather than be cruelly rejected and move on right?...
Minutes past but Gong Jun hasn't answered the question. Zhehan on the other hand smiled slightly looking away. Drawing the conclusion in Gong Jun's silence.
His tears fell as he turn around ready to leave the room, hence before he could even step out of the room one hand grab his arms.
In his ears it whisper,
Don't let me go. Be there and Stay.
Stay part of my life. Will You?
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I Kind Of Like Him
RomanceNo one wants to fall into a trap or be taken as bait. However, in this world, nothing is expected from the start. Gong Jun, who didn't know what he was getting into, later found himself caught in a mistake that he couldn't rectify.
