Heart of Glass II

Loosing You

As time went on, I stopped blaming myself.
Sometimes I see you and I miss you.
While loosing my feelings for you, I didn't think I'd loose you as a friend in the process.
We go from never talking, walking past each other, avoiding all eye contact to joking and having a good time with you.
I miss this, when we laugh together. It feels like the old times.
I know friends come and go but knowing you'd be in my life forever, I didn't expect you to go.
After a while I stopped asking you if you were okay.
I still cared but I tried so hard not to.
I wonder if part of you still cares.
You shut me out with no warning or explanation.
I was hurt for a while.
I hope that one day we'll talk about it but I know that day isn't anytime soon.