AS LIFE FALLS APART 🍃

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He closed his mouth as if he thought the better of it.Or else,he may have thought that his silence would be my greatest punishment.He wasn't wrong.After so many months of breakup,still,his silence tortures me.It was fine if he would remain as my stepbrother.I don't care if he likes to be my boyfriend or not.I just don't want him to hate me.

Sometimes I wish to rip my heart open and let him see the truth

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Sometimes I wish to rip my heart open and let him see the truth.I wish to let him read my mind like a book and realise that I was not really at fault.I wish he wouldn't avert his eyes from mine everytime we meet as if I was something disgusting.I wish he wouldn't act like we were never together at all,like he never truly loved me,like there was nothing between us.

I wish he wouldn't act like we were never together at all,like he never truly loved me,like there was nothing between us

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It was like the universe had decided to break us apart.He has moved on.It was evident in his confident smile.But I haven't.It is still his smile that tortures me at night,his touch that my skin longs for,his kiss that my lips search.But what is the use of it?Everything ended that night, didn't it?.As if,the rain washed away the magical, unnatural bond that linked us.After the rain,there was nothing left.Nothing to even hold on to.Now as I sit here,with him,I wonder how destiny brought us together,just to brutally kill my heart.

Now as I sit here,with him,I wonder how destiny brought us together,just to brutally kill my heart

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Even though I know I am worth more than Nick,sometimes I feel like dying.Why do I have to live like this?I don't belong anywhere.My whole life was a bloody lie.My mom,dad, stepfather,first boyfriend,first best friend,the love of my life, everything was just my illusion.Things I wanted to believe in,like a naive girl.

Maybe it's because Nicholas crused my life,that I can't seem to breathe like before

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Maybe it's because Nicholas crused my life,that I can't seem to breathe like before.Honestly,my zygomaticus major muscles have forgotten how to smile.Please life!Save me from this mess.Allow me to forget Nick and make me the old Noah that I was.I can't do this anymore.Help me out.Please!

Please!

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