LIFE IS A JERK😐

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It has been four months since the baby started growing within me.It is euphoric to ponder about,but sometimes really terrible.I have had bouts of vomiting continuously that lasted for weeks and severe ache all over my body.The worst part is that I never thought I could get pregnant.

I have told this once to Nick, explaining how my father killed the basic woman-wish in me

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I have told this once to Nick, explaining how my father killed the basic woman-wish in me.Whenever I think about it ,I feel like I am breathing no more,that I am dead.
My father was a drunkard.Once when my mummy was not at home(later it was proved that she was with Nick's dad for which I never forgave her), father came home drunk and he started shouting.Being terrified,I stayed in the pitch darkness of my little room.

With each of his nearing footsteps,my heart began pounding loudly

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With each of his nearing footsteps,my heart began pounding loudly.To my ill fate,he found me,white faced,shivering and beads of sweat on my forehead.He laughed and started beating me.He was ready to kill me.I tried to jump out of the window and in the process,I got severely injured.It left a life long scar on my lower tummy and an even more aching memory in my heart.The doctor had said that there was only five percent possibility that I could give birth to a child .

When I said this, Nick had hugged me and told me that we would become the parents of very beautiful children one day

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When I said this, Nick had hugged me and told me that we would become the parents of very beautiful children one day.He proved it right, only in a very twisted way.
For the first time ever,I was hiding things from my mom.I don't wear skin tight dresses anymore.I hide my favourite baby bump beneath loose fabrics.I avoid going to parties since I am not even supposed to get out of my bed.Now my current focus is on getting a job and having a stable salary.

I want to provide the best things for my child,things his dad could afford,which technically means everything on earth

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I want to provide the best things for my child,things his dad could afford,which technically means everything on earth.
But I am not able to get employment in a good working atmosphere, since either the work hours are too long(which can harm my baby since I require bed rest) or wages are very low(that won't suffice for my treatment).Thats how I finally decided to call the person that I never thought I would.

Thats how I finally decided to call the person that I never thought I would

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When I dialled the number,I closed my eyes and took deep breaths.I repeated to my self,again and again that I was doing this for my baby.I am a mom and I am responsible for providing the baby I created with whatever he needs.I will do anything for my child.

The person on the other side picked up and with a very hostile voice and clear irritation,said"Hello"

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The person on the other side picked up and with a very hostile voice and clear irritation,said"Hello".

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