The Heart Wants What it Wants

5 - Staring & Initiations

Sasha's P.O.V.

Nova comes out of the showers with a towel wrapped around her waist as I was putting my belongings back in my locker. She has water falling from the tips of her hair down her body...'Stop staring Sasha.' "Oh, I didn't know you were back in here. I thought you would've gone to talk to Chelsea or something. I'm guessing she's ok. Jacob would've called us if not," She says, laughing nervously. 'Why would she be nervous around me?' "I hope she is. I was just puting my stuff away before going to look for Sam to see if she's willing to help me practice before it's time to start. Go ahead, I'll look away," I say, turning around.

"My locker is next to yours. I don't care if you see me. I've done sports before, I know how a locker room works. I don't mind, I just didn't think you'd be here," Nova says, opening her locker. I can't help but look over her body. Her beautifully decorated carmel skin, her toned muscles, the way her shoulders move when she reaches. 'Ok Sash, too gay. Distract yourself with something. You already repent enough.'

Nova's P.O.V.

"So...how are they feeling?" Sasha asks. I'm guessing she's looking at my ass. God, I wish she'd look at me like she wants me and not just admiring a workout. "Felt nice to get a workout in. I gotta keep this body in shape in case any jackasses try to mess with me, or you, or Chelsea honestly. I know she doesn't like us helping but it makes me feel better to know that if or when she needs our help that I can be of help," I say. I worry about Chelsea but at least we have answers now. She's on meds and knows most of what to avoid. It's not the same for every person.

I get dressed and sling my jacket over my shoulder. "I mean, I felt like I got a good workout in," I say, continuing to brush my hair and then flex in the mirror. "Don't think I didn't know what you meant, Hun. I caught on," I say, giggling. "Wait, what do you mean?" Sasha asks, confused. She was staring off so it makes sense. "My ass feels great, thanks," I say, shaking my ass a little. She blushes, giggling. "Oh really?" She asks. She then surprises me and slaps my ass. ...Why am I wet now? I was doing good today! I tap her shoulder and we leave to go back to my station, giggling in the process.

An Hour Before everyone needs to be in their spacesChelsea's P.O.V.

I fiinshed Damian's hair and did Becky's makeup. That's really all that I was assigned to do today so the station is still open but I have a sign that I put up saying that I'm walking away for a moment. Damian told Rhea that fall and since she has a few minutes she's getting to know me. If i'm going to be working with everyone than we should all know each other. Although it feels like an interrogation or initiation of some sort. Damian already said multiple times that I'm automatically cool cause i'm Jacobs sister. Although the way Rhea keeps looking at me isn't very sisterly but maybe i'm just reading into it. I've never been with a girl. Only asshole men. I've been out about being Pansexual for 3 years, but i've also been single for 3 years because I haven't trusted that someone wouldn't take advantage of my condition.

I walk over to wear Nova is and Sasha is sitting in her lap while Nova is tattooing her. 'Can they just confess their love for each other already? They are driving me insane.' "Stop it!" Sasha says, blushing about something that Nova said. She must be teasing her again. Jacob comes over. "That's cute. Do you think they finally confessed their love?" He asks. "No way, she just said thanks sis. I swear they are fucking oblivious," I say. "They aren't the only ones," Rhea says. "Hmm?" I ask. "Nothing, I'm thinking about something else," She says.

Sasha says something that had Nova blushing before she leaves. She's probably going to go get ready or something yet. Nova goes in one direction and Sasha goes over to were Sam is and they both walk away. I'm guessing she's getting the help she's been meaning to ask Sam for. I'm glas she finally asked her considering she didn't really want to in the first place.

40 minutes later

Nova runs over to me with Sasha on her back. I love these dorks. "Hey, Chels, how are you doing? I'm sorry that you got sucked into that earlier" Sasha says. Nova blushes because before Sasha said that she kissed the top of Nova's head. .'Not interested in each other my ass.' "Sis, my ass. I'm not oblivious. You guys are adorbale," I say. "She almost fainted again but she had Damian walk her back to her station and she was able to do most of it sitting. There wasn't many complex looks today. We think they are easing her in. But other than that I had to punch Florian to knock him out and drag him to the higher ups and explain everything that happened. Triple H says not to worry about it and that he will take care of everything and just for me to make sure you guys are ok," Jacob says, answering their question.

"I guess someone was struggling not to jump Damian," Nova says, lightening up the conversation. "You both know how I feel. Even Jacob knows. I call them the fuckable 3 for a reason," I say. "Yup, and that's my cure to leave," Jacob says. "Where are you going?" I ask, looking after him, when I look back both Sasha and Nova are gone. But the space where they are is now filled, by an amused looking Rhea.

"So, who's the fuckable 3? Damian clearly but who are the other 2?" She asks, looking at me like she's stalking her prey. "Oh, nothing. Don't worry about it. It's silly. They are taken anyway and I'm not a homewrecker. I wish them nothing but happiness," I say. Her smirk gets more sinister as she leans over me, arms on either arm of the chair that i'm sitting in. "Damian is taken but we are in an open relationship. It's ok. We've been looking anyway," Rhea says. "Open relationship?? Rhea and Damian?? Both looking for someone?? The only way to make that better would be to add Dominik to the mix. But they wouldn't want you. You are too much work because of the medical condition.'

"Well, i'm glad you guys are happy. I really have no ill intent. Plus, i'm too much for people. I'm still getting my condition under control and have already accepted that this condition has turned me into a nun. I'm going to die single surrounded by the few loved ones who might have out lived me," I say. I'm not going to lie and just be like' haha just kidding.' Cause that's bullshit. Rhea's face softens, "Chels, don't think like that. We would always help you and support you. You have great friends, even if the blonde one is oblivious, who care deeply for you. You have a brother who says constantly that you are his world. I mean, dude has a girlfriend, but you are his world. And she hasn't even met you yet. The amount of stories we've heard about you you can tell he admires you. Don't see only the drawbacks. See the strengths, see how it shaped you. You helped your friends today, even though you have this disability, but you still didn't want her getting hurt. Damian obviously adores you and I'm sure Dom would too. Just be yourself. You are enough just as you are, She says.

A member of the crew finds Rhea and tells her she needs to be in the gorilla in two minutes. "Come out with Jacob later. You can bring the other two. I want to get to know you more," Rhea says, winking and running off to where she needs to be.