Selfish For You

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" jaan " he frowned looking at her who's not meeting his eyes neither saying anything

" Can't you answer me for God sake" he said sternly

" Why are you scolding me ?" She whined and he look at her in shock

" Am i scolding you ?" He asked frowning in amusement

" Aren't you?" She pouted blinking her eyes and he just stare at her face before sighing

" I'm just asking you why did you cried, in this sentence on which word i scolded you " he asked raising his eyebrows and she pouted looking at him

" You are bad , I'm not talking with you " she said diverting the topic and was about to walk to wardrobe when he pulled her by elbow making her gasp

He sit down on her bed and make her sit on his lap , she quickly tried to stand up but Stopped listening his deep voice

" Dare you to move " he warned making her stop moving and he just looked at her flushed face , she's looking so damn beautiful like this but he need to focus on the main thing for now

" Now tell me, did anyone said anything to you ?" He asked softly tucking her hair strands behind her ear

She shook her head again making him sigh , she just don't want him to do something in anger that he'll regret later neither she want him to fight with his own family for her as she will go back after a month but he need to stay with them only, so there's no need for him to fight with his family for an outsider like her

" Jaan I'm really not going anywhere from your room till I get my answer, so you really can take as much time as you want , we both have enough time " he said carelessly knowing she's very stubborn when she wanted to be one and tighten the hold around her waist

She turned to face him in shock " we need to sleep " she said , well for now she's just concerned about her sleep nothing else is important, he look at her like he's looking at some alien

" You are seriously concerned about it only ?" he asked not believing on his ears and she nodded like it's most obvious thing

" Ok then we'll sleep here only " he said with a lip tight smile, she's really not taking him seriously

" No we can't " she said shaking her head

" And why's that ?" He asked in confusion frowning like it's most normal thing to do

" A guy and girl with no blood relation should not sleep in same room" she nodded her head looking proud of her own answer, he look at her with a smile remembering the same things she told him when he confessed his feelings for her , he chuckled looking at her expressions

" Hmm you are right i guess, but is it normal for a girl and guy with no blood relation to sit the way we are sitting Jaana " he asked teasingly with a most innocent smile , she looked at him blinking her eyes and he nodded suggestively

" T..Tha..t th...at "

" Hmm that?" He encouraged her smirking mischievously looking at her flushed form

" Y.. You are so bad , leave me " she said struggling to get up but what can a rabbit do infront of a lion

" Jaan your blush is enough for me to lose control, please don't make it even more difficult for me , please sit still Jaan " he said near her ear making a shiver run down her spine, she frowned not getting meaning behind his words but his voice is enough for her to shudder , he took a deep breath before putting his head on her shoulder

" You do know how much you mean to me , right? " He said softly and she nodded knowing very well the fact

" I just want you to know that you can share anything with me without hesitation, i promise I'll never misinterpret anything and will always listen you completely before reacting. I don't want to be there with you only in your good time or when you are laughing and smiling, I also want to be there when you are not feeling good, when you want to cry , I want to be there with you in every damn situation. I don't call you Jaan ,just for saying, i call you Jaan cause my life is really stuck in you , you are my life Jaan" he said lovingly trying to tell her that she's never alone in any turn of life , he's always there for her

She nodded losing herself in his arms and closed her eyes hiding her face in his chest " I love you" she whispered making him smile

" I love you more Jaan " he kissed her head, caressing her back to relax her , he decided not to force her and wait till she herself get comfortable to share it with him

After a while feeling her soft and regular breathing he look down and stopped caressing her hairs finding her sleeping with a little open mouth, he chuckled looking at his cute Baby

He carefully and slowly make her lay on bed and remove hairs from her face before kissing her forehead lovingly and smiling, he tried to stand up to go but stopped looking at her holding his hand, he sighed trying to free his hand without waking her up

She frowned getting disturbed and tighten her hold and hugged his arms making him fall beside her , he bite his lips sighing and decided to go once she fall in deep sleep, he adjusted himself in the space beside her and look at her peaceful face , he caressed her cheeks hesitatedly not wanting to wake her up

He will find himself what happened to her that made her cry , let her stay silent. He just can't stay still knowing someone hurt his Jaan in his own place behind his back and once he found out who it is he'll make sure to tell them who she is and what he can do for her

He closed his eyes tightly to stop thinking about this for now and again opened them to stare at his Jaan thinking what he did to deserve such a pure soul , he's really lucky to have her , thinking all this he fall in a very dreamy slumber ......

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