Selfish For You

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" Here " yuvraj forwarded a tea cup to kritika, she took it silently without looking at him

He look at her before sitting beside her, seeing that she moved away making him sigh and he covered the gap again making her repeat the same making him smile looking down at his cup before putting it on table and moving to her

She look at the table, there's no distance left to move so she just turned, he shake his head looking at her back before standing up and walking to her side

Yuvraj crounch down looking at her who frowned but still didn't look in his eyes , he took her cup from her hands and put it on table before taking her hands in his own

Kritika tried to take her hands back and... she just tried

" Jaan look at me " he said softly and she shook her head lightly still looking down " please just once look at me jaan , it's killing me " she frowned looking up at him but said nothing making him smile

" I know I'm wrong and am really sorry for that, do you think i don't care ? It's killing me from inside that the girl whom I call my Jaan , i would have injured her today doesn't matter even if it was accident but it was only my mistake to behave like that " he stare in her eyes she bite her lips trying not to defend him

" But humein bataye ki voh saksh jish me hamari jaan basti hai , joh humein hamari rooh se bhi jyada ajij hai ,jish ke liye hum kal marte ajj mar jaye lakin kisi ko uski taraf ankhe utha kar dekhne na de, ager usi saksh ko hum fer kisi or ke karib dekhe toh bataye humein kya karna chahiye?" He closed his eyes putting his head on their hands on her lap , she look down at him

" I did told you why I was with him and he's just a kid , you don't have to behave like this" she said pouting, he look a little up from her lap

" Yeah ofcourse a kid who can easily handle such a heavy bike , such a cute kid he was" he glare at her , she pouted listening his sarcastic tone

" He's not a bad guy yuvi " she whined making him tightly close his eyes

" You are still praising him " he gritted his teeths

" Ok ok I'll not talk about him again ok? And you also will forget about him, ok?" She said hesitatedly running fingers through his soft and silky hairs, they are feeling good on her finger tips

" No I'll meet him first, i should also know how good he is that you just can't help but praise him" he said adjusting his head, he's feeling relaxed it's like he was never angry

" No no there's no need to do this and why are you even getting jealous from a school going guy I can't understand that" she said making him get up from her lap and look at her intensely

" Because i don't want to die just yet and how will I live when someone will take my life from me, hmm tell me? Jaan listen to me very carefully when I say I'm over possessive then it reach to the very end of toxicity and i know it's not right but i just can't help it , that's how I am. I can't even tolerate someone looking at you let alone coming closer to you , I'll bloody kill that person, you are mine and I'm yours and that's our reality, our destiny, our faith " he said and her eyes become watery and tear roll down from her eyes making him smile softly before cupping her face and wiping her cheeks

" Tum bahot jyada innocent ho jaan or yeh duniya jangli bhediyon se bhari padi hai jaha tum bs ik chotey se rabbit ki tarah ho , this world is not right for innocence anymore jaan and it's very rare to see anyone with it so i don't want rabbit to get injured " he chuckled but become serious at the end and she just smiled warmly

" How can a rabbit get injured when King of jungle himself is protecting her , hmm ?" She said making him chuckle

" And what if that lion one day itself become danger for the rabbit?" Yuvraj asked teasingly making her chuckle but still she answered seriously cupping his face

" No matter what lion do with her now she's has already give herself to him and if one day such a thing happened then too she'll just sleep in his arms " she smiled shyly looking at his shocked face, thinking what she just said she look down biting her lips, she really didn't wanted to tell him that

She was about to take her hands away but before she could he put his hands on hers " you know what you are saying right?" He asked just to confirm if she's joking

She gathered all her courage and look at him saying " i myself don't know when and why but i started loving you" she realised her feelings for him when she was about to fall down and now she just don't want to have any regret of not being able to confess her feelings.

His grip become tight on her hands looking at her intensely " say it again" he said making her smile

" I love you yuvraj" she said leaning towards him making him look at her lips

" Again" he whispered not able to take his eyes away

" I love you" she said leaning to him continuously looking innocently at him

" Again" he whispered feeling her breaths on his own face, she lean a little towards his ear making him close his eyes

" I love you yuvraj singh rajput" she whispered and kissed his forehead , instantly he opened his eyes felling her leaning back

Yuvraj looked at her who's not meeting his eyes and here he was thinking that she will kiss his l... Leave it he shook his head before standing up and pulling her in his arms

" I love you the most my little rabbit " he said chuckling at his thoughts hugging her close to his heart, she slapped his back lightly because of the name

He pulled back and look down at her teasingly" aren't you getting a little too much brave Jaan" he said and she look down shyly pouting at his constant teasing

He chuckled and again pulled her back near his heart putting his head on her , it felt like dream to him and he never want to wake up from it ....it's just so beautiful

What can be better than his Jaan loving him back ...