We're Gonna Try Something New Today (Fransykes)

Wrap My Arms Around You Now

*ITALICS ARENT WORKING ONLY BOLD*

Emptiness filled my entire body. Everything felt slow and heavy. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down my face. My breathing quickened and I couldn't slow it down. I was hyperventilating.

I stood up as fast as I could and felt dizzy. I entered the room. I looked over at Josh and couldn't believe what I was seeing. The doctors and nurses standing around Josh while the flat line was still beeping. I watched as they tried to save him.

Time stood still as they all backed away from him. I watched as they decided to give up. I watched as they turned off everything, and I heard the words that I was dreading the entire morning.

"Time of death; 12:57 P.M."

I could've sworn my heart fell out of my chest and onto the floor. My throat felt as if it was closing up. I ran over to Josh. I couldn't stop the sobbing and screaming coming out of my mouth. I had lost the only person I loved. What was I going to do with my life? Josh was my life, and now he's gone.

I collapsed onto my knees and buried my face in my hands. My screaming was interrupted by little sobs. I felt a nurse help me up off the ground, but I couldn't make me legs function. I was a hysterical mess.

Another nurse came over to help carry me out of the room. I fought and struggled but I was too hysterical to do anything.

My mind was clouded with hysteria. I heard a voice in my head. I became even more hysterical. Was I going crazy?

"Oli..?" The voice said, "It's okay... I'm here." The voice sounded like Josh's. I sobbed even harder. I must be crazy. Josh is dead and I'm all alone now. I have nothing left.

"Oliver!" The voice said again.

I pulled at my hair and shook my head. This can't happen.

"WAKE UP!"

*****

I bolted upright. I was panting and sweaty. Tears were rolling down my cheeks. I felt a hand rubbing small, comforting circles on my back.

I looked next too me and saw Josh. I threw my arms around him.

"Josh... Oh, Joshy.. I had another nightmare." I breathed out. "We were back in high school and-"

"It's okay, Oli. I'm here.. I won't leave you."

"Do you promise?" I asked.

"I promise." He confirmed.

He took my hand and I cuddled into my husband's side.

I slowly drifted back to sleep, hoping that the nightmare wouldn't occur again. Josh was okay and I was okay, that was what mattered.

*****

A/N: so what did you think??? it was all just a dream. i know its cliche but whatever... pleasepleaseplease tell me your thoughts so i can become a better writer.

i love you all and you can talk to me if you need anything.

thanks for reading <3

-Tyler